But even that is enough to scare him. Even that is enough to rattle him because then - what would all his work for the past year have been for? Trying to find his place in Yumenosaki Academy, somehow managing to establish himself well enough within Knights, and then - well, at that point his home was the one to find him, right? This practice room, the people in it, the person who takes his hand and holds it so carefully.
Tsukasa takes the contact where he can get it, holding onto Leo's hand with his own as his expression remains dim, lost, confused.]
But what if I do?
[which is the opposite of being calm and - Tsukasa is normally the rational one, isn't it? Yet he can't help it. Images flash through his brain - one-way airplane tickets, everything he knows packed up in boxes, the very idea of having to say goodbye for
how long?
Is he foolish enough to think that these ties can cross an ocean?]
Leader, I —
I don't... [his eyes shut, he shakes his head] I'm -
no subject
It's a 'maybe'.
But even that is enough to scare him. Even that is enough to rattle him because then - what would all his work for the past year have been for? Trying to find his place in Yumenosaki Academy, somehow managing to establish himself well enough within Knights, and then - well, at that point his home was the one to find him, right? This practice room, the people in it, the person who takes his hand and holds it so carefully.
Tsukasa takes the contact where he can get it, holding onto Leo's hand with his own as his expression remains dim, lost, confused.]
But what if I do?
[which is the opposite of being calm and - Tsukasa is normally the rational one, isn't it? Yet he can't help it. Images flash through his brain - one-way airplane tickets, everything he knows packed up in boxes, the very idea of having to say goodbye for
how long?
Is he foolish enough to think that these ties can cross an ocean?]
Leader, I —
I don't... [his eyes shut, he shakes his head] I'm -
I'd miss you?