it's hard to say if he thinks that's true. buzen knows how much love means to itsuki - he thinks he understands a little himself how much itsuki means to him. buzen would kill anyone if something happened to him. but... buzen is a sword.
he will always kill.
what does it mean that itsuki would sacrifice the peace he's always known for him? to accept being in danger and losing his life, just to be close to buzen? does he really understand what any of that means without going onto the frontlines himself?]
... I love you, Suki. I don't want you to have to ever want for anything. But if I lose you, I'll never forgive myself.
[softly, but certainly
. . . he just pulls one hand a way just to run it through his hair, aggravated. in the end...]
... so we'll just have to keep that from happening, right?
[buzen still doesn't know how to put his own wants ahead of itsuki's.]
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it's hard to say if he thinks that's true. buzen knows how much love means to itsuki - he thinks he understands a little himself how much itsuki means to him. buzen would kill anyone if something happened to him. but... buzen is a sword.
he will always kill.
what does it mean that itsuki would sacrifice the peace he's always known for him? to accept being in danger and losing his life, just to be close to buzen? does he really understand what any of that means without going onto the frontlines himself?]
... I love you, Suki. I don't want you to have to ever want for anything. But if I lose you, I'll never forgive myself.
[softly, but certainly
. . . he just pulls one hand a way just to run it through his hair, aggravated. in the end...]
... so we'll just have to keep that from happening, right?
[buzen still doesn't know how to put his own wants ahead of itsuki's.]