Then don't say it. I'd rather you be honest than say something just because it's what you think I want to hear.
[that's something buzen can say for sure. he doesn't want to ask itsuki to change, because he loves itsuki as he is. he's very good at meeting people where they are, accepting all parts of their history and their person. even when he's been told that sometimes maybe he shouldn't... that's not what buzen does. he's always about being there for people in their darkest moments.
it's just a little sad, he thinks, when itsuki doesn't completely understand that he's asking to walk straight into a special kind of hell. that he thinks that buzen is a good enough reason for that, when buzen wishes that he wasn't.]
Be selfish. It's not your fault. I'll figure out how to handle it.
[he'll go to start walking toward the gous' room - even now that's where most of buzen's spare clothes are. he'd rather change out of his uniform. suddenly he's not in much of a rush to go on a mission again anytime soon]
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[that's something buzen can say for sure. he doesn't want to ask itsuki to change, because he loves itsuki as he is. he's very good at meeting people where they are, accepting all parts of their history and their person. even when he's been told that sometimes maybe he shouldn't... that's not what buzen does. he's always about being there for people in their darkest moments.
it's just a little sad, he thinks, when itsuki doesn't completely understand that he's asking to walk straight into a special kind of hell. that he thinks that buzen is a good enough reason for that, when buzen wishes that he wasn't.]
Be selfish. It's not your fault. I'll figure out how to handle it.
[he'll go to start walking toward the gous' room - even now that's where most of buzen's spare clothes are. he'd rather change out of his uniform. suddenly he's not in much of a rush to go on a mission again anytime soon]