[itsuki's upset but not only for jealous yan reasons, but because he knows he's being jealous and yan and as always, he wishes he wasn't this way. very funny because he'll always be like this no matter what,

the idea that buzen might like someone more than him doesn't even really cross his mind -- not when buzen's made it clear so many times that he loves him. it makes him feel guilty too, that buzen's trying so hard to make up for something he's not responsible for.

that buzen has to say sorry for someone else's actions... it's frustrating.

itsuki turns around so he can see his face and slide an arm around Buzen's waist,]

I'm not mad at you.

[he trails the fingers of his other hand across Buzen's face, sliding a finger down the bridge of his nose, taking him in]

...I want people to stop kissing you. Even if they don't love you as much as I do, even if it doesn't mean the same thing to them. [...] Especially if it doesn't mean the same thing to them.

I'm fine with Mete-chan -- and Shuu-kun and Yasu-kun. But anyone else... I'd like it if you didn't have to apologize for something they did.

[which he wouldn't have to do if itsuki wasn't so jealous but HERE WE ARE I GUESS]