[buzen kisses him sweetly, with what feels like romance, and for a moment itsuki can only think of how much he wants him. he wants to hold him and kiss him and know that buzen will only ever belong to him. buzen says 'i'm yours' and itsuki thinks for one wild, dark moment that he wishes he could show the whole world that.
he can feel the power in his chest, the one kazuha gave him. 'a power to grant happiness to others'. and yet. what would it be like if he could just put the entire world to sleep? if he could make them live somewhere where they could never reach buzen and him?
(...they could all still be happy, wouldn't they? they just wouldn't know.
...)
no. he doesn't want that. he'll never be the only person buzen loves, and separating him from everyone he does care for isn't the answer.
that wouldn't be loving buzen. that would be breaking him.
his lips twitch, and he puts a hand over his face -- as if hoping that the ugliness in his thoughts aren't reflected in his expression. buzen accepts everything about him -- he doesn't want that to change. (and a part of him too, is afraid that he'll accept this.)]
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he can feel the power in his chest, the one kazuha gave him. 'a power to grant happiness to others'. and yet. what would it be like if he could just put the entire world to sleep? if he could make them live somewhere where they could never reach buzen and him?
(...they could all still be happy, wouldn't they? they just wouldn't know.
...)
no. he doesn't want that. he'll never be the only person buzen loves, and separating him from everyone he does care for isn't the answer.
that wouldn't be loving buzen. that would be breaking him.
his lips twitch, and he puts a hand over his face -- as if hoping that the ugliness in his thoughts aren't reflected in his expression. buzen accepts everything about him -- he doesn't want that to change. (and a part of him too, is afraid that he'll accept this.)]
...Can I kiss you?
[he means
the sword
help]