[itsuki shudders into the kiss, shivering with want, and for a moment he forgets to be embarrassed, eager to lay claim to buzen's mouth instead --
and then he hears the teasing tone of buzen's voice, registers the reply, and he blushes again -- this time to a shade he hadn't thought possible. this is so...!!]
That's -- [his protest is cut off mid-whimper into another moan, mesmerized by the feel of buzen's touch. the pace was so good before but now it's punishing, too slow and delayed.
he reaches for his words the same time he grabs buzen's hand, interlacing their fingers. he wants to tell him that he's been perfectly shameless before, always ready to perform. he's never revealed anything about himself during sex, he only slipped on a guise that he thought his partner wanted. but with buzen he's laid bare. buzen makes him care, makes him love, makes him desire, and that's why it's so -- embarrassing, to reveal something so true about himself (being a bottom). buzen makes it so easy for him to let his guard down, to give in, so. maybe it's high time to embrace it...]
Buzen -- [his voice is full of want, need, and more than a little desperation,] I -- need you... I want you, please --
[he tugs buzen's hand back down to his hips, as if to reinforce what he wants. itsuki just figured out that he's a bottom by nature and he's accepted it about himself but he'd also like it if he could just stop -- thinking??? about it????]
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and then he hears the teasing tone of buzen's voice, registers the reply, and he blushes again -- this time to a shade he hadn't thought possible. this is so...!!]
That's -- [his protest is cut off mid-whimper into another moan, mesmerized by the feel of buzen's touch. the pace was so good before but now it's punishing, too slow and delayed.
he reaches for his words the same time he grabs buzen's hand, interlacing their fingers. he wants to tell him that he's been perfectly shameless before, always ready to perform. he's never revealed anything about himself during sex, he only slipped on a guise that he thought his partner wanted. but with buzen he's laid bare. buzen makes him care, makes him love, makes him desire, and that's why it's so -- embarrassing, to reveal something so true about himself (being a bottom). buzen makes it so easy for him to let his guard down, to give in, so. maybe it's high time to embrace it...]
Buzen -- [his voice is full of want, need, and more than a little desperation,] I -- need you... I want you, please --
[he tugs buzen's hand back down to his hips, as if to reinforce what he wants. itsuki just figured out that he's a bottom by nature and he's accepted it about himself but he'd also like it if he could just stop -- thinking??? about it????]