[ . . . buzen will do his best to remember that, then. in the next life, when he catches sight of itsuki on a crowded street, leaving a life untouched by historical revisionists and the horrors of war, buzen will try to recall this moment. that itsuki wants to know him, to remember him, even if it might mean some of that peace being disrupted.
briefly, buzen wonders if itsuki again is misjudging exactly what he's asking for.
. . . but maybe it's okay, if buzen wants this, too.
he runs his fingers through itsuki's hair, expression softening as he leans forward to press a kiss to his forehead.]
Is that what love means to you?
[to hold onto that unwavering dedication and loyalty, even if it means being mad at yourself for things outside of your control? he's not sure if he entirely agrees with it... even if he does understand the underlying sentiment of the words. to want to give all of yourself to someone, no reservations.]
... I'll keep taking care of you then, in this life and the next, so I can live up to that kind of devotion. So I can accept your heart without wondering if I deserve it.
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briefly, buzen wonders if itsuki again is misjudging exactly what he's asking for.
. . . but maybe it's okay, if buzen wants this, too.
he runs his fingers through itsuki's hair, expression softening as he leans forward to press a kiss to his forehead.]
Is that what love means to you?
[to hold onto that unwavering dedication and loyalty, even if it means being mad at yourself for things outside of your control? he's not sure if he entirely agrees with it... even if he does understand the underlying sentiment of the words. to want to give all of yourself to someone, no reservations.]
... I'll keep taking care of you then, in this life and the next, so I can live up to that kind of devotion. So I can accept your heart without wondering if I deserve it.