[ . . . hmmm. buzen can agree to most of this. but he grows a little quiet at the final point - even though he understands the sentiment behind it. they don't leave comrades behind.

it is so important to bring everyone home.

even his time with kiyomitsu and yasusada proved that to him.]

... sometimes I'll need you to go ahead.

[he presses a soft kiss to itsuki's cheek then. not 'leave me behind' but 'go first' - is that enough of a distinction?]

I can't be at my best if I'm worried you're not safe - but as long as you're close to me, I'll want to check that you're safe.

Can I ask you to go ahead sometimes, just until I can make it back to you?