[blush.... buzen's expression turns a little wry at that]
I don't even really understand why you blush at the things I do... [like ???? they've been dating for oh god this really isn't that long it's only been a month i started these brackets and then remembered buzen was dead for 4 weeks
anyway]
Though I can't say I dislike it.
[it's kinda funny...
he gives itsuki another kiss, before pressing another one beneath his ear, along his jaw, down his neck.... maybe he's trying to get itsuki to blush again a little now that he's thinking about it]
[shaking that buzen likes it bc he thinks it's funny and itsuki likes it bc he thinks it's so cute/makes him horny for buzen, this slut is really out here.]
There isn't really just one reason.
[itsuki is a complex bottom.......]
Sometimes, it's because I don't know how to react, or know what to do when you show me so much kindness. So it's like I'm surprised, but in a good way. [(tsuru voice) a good surprise] Other times... I get embarrassed, because I get to receive so much affection from you when I never thought I ever would.
And finally... [his voice gets a little deeper her, as he slips his hand under buzen's chin to gently guide him back to him,] I blush whenever I think about wanting you, or when you make it clear you want me.
[IT MAKES HIM HORNY i hate it here, the slut really jumps out
buzen is thoughtful when itsuki explains this to him, and a little gently amused? how strange it is to him to still think that itsuki didn't expect to receive much affection. he lets his face be guided up, and almost immediately catches itsuki's lips in a kiss as if answering a silent request for more affection.
(that is not what itsuki was asking for, but buzen is just assuming at this point)]
I want you.
[unabashedly.
one of buzen's hands traces down itsuki's body, like trying to memorize every inch to his touch.]
Are you done being jealous over Wiku now?
[he just wants to make sure their last conversation wrapped at a good place before he just showers itsuki in affection,]
[itsuki introduced sluttiness, monogamy, and anxiety to a perfectly good sword puppy
he immediately stops being huffy when he senses buzen's anxiety though, tilting his head so he can nip at his bottom lip]
I want you to feel good too... But I'd like it even more if you told me what you want.
[they've banged so many times that itsuki has absolutely recognized that buzen does his best to make itsuki happy, and then gets confused when he's doted on in the same way......]
[they have banged so many times... and buzen is prone to going along with impulse and request. the nip at his bottom lip makes him lean in a little closer, as though automatically trying to chase after but -
right, itsuki said something.]
... you do make me feel good. [that's easy enough to say, buzen truly doesn't feel the shame a normal human would. but he does nuzzle against itsuki's cheek affectionately]
But I want to touch you, too. I want to hear you say my name, and feel you clinging onto me.
[the way that this could reasonably count as dirty talk but to buzen he is just
[buzen's honesty is just as powerful as intentional dirty talk because it just turns itsuki on anyway, also the fact that itsuki's biggest dilemma these days is either topping or bottoming for his cute boyfriend i truly cannot
itsuki presses his lips right over the mole on Buzen's neck, sucking on the skin there.]
We still have the rest of the night. [what time is it actually who knows, he admires the bright red love bite as he uncaps the bottle,] And the morning too.
I feel a lot better now, so I can go as long as you like.
[the (buzen voice) slippery feels cold on his fingers, as Itsuki makes promises that he's confident he can keep? never mind the stray bruises here and there, leftover marks from the last time buzen touched him. he should be fine... as long as he doesn't tease buzen too much.................]
[i still don't like how kotegiri has to constantly suffer, he's gonna see this hickey and put two and two together]
That's fine, right? Since it's our first morning at the citadel together.
[he'll finally sit up, he's been lying down this entire time like a bottom, and pull Buzen forward until he's sitting in his lap. wow this position rarely if ever happens, buzen's sitting in his lap for once...
he wonders how he rates on the lap seat scale....]
[yea he is itsuki is really doing this to poor kotegiri -
but buzen is agreeable, ultimately, and he lets himself be pulled onto itsuki’s lap. this really is so rare but he’ll let his arms loop around his shoulders for balance anyway]
… as long as chores can still get done tomorrow…
[imagine if itsuki wants to bang a lot and then gets shoved onto farm duty wouldn’t that be so funny]
[it would be what he deserves, and that's to perish from sluttiness,
there's something very funny about buzen mentioning chores -- it's the last thing he'd expect to hear in the bedroom, and it startles a laugh from him. there's something indescribably fond in his gaze as he meets Buzen's eyes.
isn't this what life is like? more than just heated, feverish moments and whispered love confessions... it's the mundane too, the little day to day things that others take for granted, but itsuki never had.]
...I'm excited.
[for the BANG??? well obviously that too, as he strokes him one hand and prepares him with the other, slow and steady]
I can't wait to spend my life with you, Buzen.
[he leans in to meet Buzen's lips firmly, open-mouthed and hungry. itsuki is no longer gen and kind, now he's domestic and slutty]
[how is it that mentioning chores gets buzen another kissy, he doesn't understand
but he's not necessarily complaining either. his gasp and moan get swallowed into the kiss, his arms circling around itsuki a little more tightly with the attention being given to him. it feels good, and he needs a moment to even remember what itsuki said before he stole buzen's breath away.]
Mm... I'm happy, too.
[softly, breathlessly, even as one of buzen's hands drops from where it's looped around itsuki and instead traces down his front because itsuki can take care of him but also he's not the type to stay still if he can help it]
[the moan reverberates through him, leaving sparks. His movements become a little more urgent, as if it's his turn to chase now, intent on making Buzen feel as good as possible,
and then his focus blips, the hand drifting lower impossible to ignore, and a shiver instinctively runs through him]
...Are you trying to distract me?
[because it would be very easy to, since he's a lawful bottom]
[a small smile curls on buzen's mouth at the shiver - though he hides it in the next second when he presses his face against itsuki's neck to instinctively muffle another wanting, pleased noise that escapes him with the increased pace
one of his hands clutches a little tighter onto itsuki - but his other goes to wrap around him too, slowing building up a pace even as buzen nuzzles in closer]
[he cuts himself off with a gasp, turns to try and kiss buzen again -- half out of desire and half so he can muffle himself too -- but buzen's face is pressed against his rapidly beating pulse instead,
that's fine, he can kiss the pale, exposed line of buzen's neck instead... make it even... except his body jolts from the attention, and his mouth lands near buzen's ear instead, gasping out a moan that curls into buzen's name. he barely needs all this doting attention he's receiving right now... but it is nice to be spoiled like this,]
- rather, there really is something satisfying about hearing itsuki say his name like that. it makes something hot curl into the pit of his stomach, prompting his hand to move just a bit faster like it'd encourage even more sounds from him. greedy.
he doesn't bite itsuki's neck - but he does shift enough so that he can let teeth scrape against his shoulder instead, even as he presses closer so there's less and less room between them. this is a type of closeness he can only enjoy with itsuki too - that he'd only ever want with this person that he loves so much]
most of his thoughts are hazy by now, tipsy with desire, but one rings faintly in the back of his mind -- an awareness of how buzen's always so gentle whenever he kisses him on the throat now.
it's that kindness that almost tips him over, a reminder that it's buzen's kind nature that made itsuki fall in love in the first place]
Wait -- wait...
[just. IMMEDIATELY, he's in the danger zone!!!! this was really quick but in itsuki's defense he was turned on since like. the beginning.]
I think I'm just about -- ready.
[he's flustering a little, which is embarrassing because he was trying to be sexy and cool .5 seconds earlier. he nips a line down buzen's neck because he's trying to hide his stupid bottom blushy]
[THE DANGER ZONE ALWEKGHAWEG also how is he still engaging in bottom behavior when he's about to top, i'm shaking
regardless - buzen does wait, pretty much as soon as itsuki says. quick as he is, he does try to be attuned to everything itsuki wants, including letting him say when he needs to take a breath. he lets both arms loop loosely around itsuki's shoulders, even as he tilts his head to give him space, closing his eyes briefly to enjoy the attention]
Mm, okay.
[softly, languidly - though buzen shifts enough to catch itsuki's mouth with his own a moment later. it's hard to say whether the kiss is impulse or reward, maybe a little bit of both
his next question will stay mumbled against itsuki's mouth - ]
Do you want to stay like this?
[with buzen in itsuki's lap this time? he truly has no preference, it's just whatever his lover wants]
[it's because every time itsuki tries to be flirtatious and sexy buzen says something that disarms him completely and that has been their dynamic since the day they met. buzen embraced him and really said 'ur a bottom now!' and itsuki went 'marry me'.
kind of like now, since his first (slutty) thought is 'god yes let's stay like this forever' which he immediately takes back because being on the precipice like this is actually frustrating.
he's thinking so much now... he should fix that. he murmurs his answer back,]
...Yeah. I want to hold you like this and see your face. [nipping at his lip] I want you to cling onto me too.
[he'll settle his hands on Buzen's hips, as if to return the favor.]
[itsuki nearly blueballed himself that was a close one
instead buzen just smiles softly at that, eyes darkening ever so slightly with the nip, and he'll lean in to let his forehead rest against itsuki's briefly]
Then I will. I like being close to you most.
[and that's what he'll murmur in the space between them before claiming itsuki's lips in another kiss, deepening it as buzen shifts to lower himself onto itsuki's length. the feeling pulls a soft, wanting noise from him, resonating in the kiss - it's funny that he's so much less experienced than itsuki at the end of the day, learning all the different ways that this body can feel and move. but at least he's determined to be a quick learner]
[he's less experienced but itsuki will be the first to admit that buzen knows his body so intimately, he can pull any sound he'd like from him and itsuki will gasp out every single one,
just like now. he wants to keep kissing but the force of his groan pushes him back a little, arching into the motion, barely remembering to keep his own hips still]
You're -- so good -- [the combination of 'that feels so good' and 'you're great' just mashing into one unintelligible line because of horny,
he's receiving so much, so he should give a little too. buzen wanted to hear him, so Itsuki lets himself go,]
[terrible how even now buzen thinks that itsuki's horny babbling is more endearing than anything
he probably doesn't have a praise kink as badly as other swords (kashuu) but he'll always be the first to admit that he likes knowing what effect he has on itsuki. the corner of his mouth curls up a little even as he gets used to the feeling, a softly pleased noise rumbling in this throat even as he meets itsuki for a few more heated kisses, slotting their lips together
but he still hastily speaks between them - ]
It's - different. [a little wry, amused. both this position and the fact that buzen just doesn't bottom often??? but also, he sighs contentedly,] Feels good, though.
[but
can probably feel better? he shifts experimentally then, letting his hands rest on itsuki's shoulders for balance as he builds up a rhythm with his rise and fall]
[itsuki doesn't have much of a praise kink either (all the praise prior to meeting buzen were like yelp reviews with just the star rating and no details on the bottom), but he's still eager to please, and he takes the 'feels good' comment as a 'we're on the right track here but we could get closer',
he shifts a little too,]
Let me make it -- better. [between kisses] But tell me if you want me to stop...
[he can be just as fast as buzen for that too, attentive to his moods, the tone of his voice. that being said, he waits for the next rise, and then snaps his hips up to meet the next fall, hands pressing hard against buzen's hips]
buzen understands a little bit more about why itsuki likes bottoming now
which is to say that the motion all but slams a moan out of him, loud and wanton. his fingers clutch onto itsuki exactly like he wanted - but if anything it's like buzen is still trying to pull him closer still. he moves again, instinct making it faster and harder like he wants to feel exactly that sensation again.
against itsuki's mouth, he gasps out, desperation trailing into his voice - ]
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I don't even really understand why you blush at the things I do... [like ???? they've been dating for oh god this really isn't that long it's only been a month i started these brackets and then remembered buzen was dead for 4 weeks
anyway]
Though I can't say I dislike it.
[it's kinda funny...
he gives itsuki another kiss, before pressing another one beneath his ear, along his jaw, down his neck.... maybe he's trying to get itsuki to blush again a little now that he's thinking about it]
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There isn't really just one reason.
[itsuki is a complex bottom.......]
Sometimes, it's because I don't know how to react, or know what to do when you show me so much kindness. So it's like I'm surprised, but in a good way. [(tsuru voice) a good surprise] Other times... I get embarrassed, because I get to receive so much affection from you when I never thought I ever would.
And finally... [his voice gets a little deeper her, as he slips his hand under buzen's chin to gently guide him back to him,] I blush whenever I think about wanting you, or when you make it clear you want me.
[buzen whenever itsuki blushes: banging?]
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buzen is thoughtful when itsuki explains this to him, and a little gently amused? how strange it is to him to still think that itsuki didn't expect to receive much affection. he lets his face be guided up, and almost immediately catches itsuki's lips in a kiss as if answering a silent request for more affection.
(that is not what itsuki was asking for, but buzen is just assuming at this point)]
I want you.
[unabashedly.
one of buzen's hands traces down itsuki's body, like trying to memorize every inch to his touch.]
Are you done being jealous over Wiku now?
[he just wants to make sure their last conversation wrapped at a good place before he just showers itsuki in affection,]
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itsuki huffs at this call-out that he himself admitted earlier,]
...I am.
[he's over being jealous.... yeah... (wiku sans honorific.......)]
But I'm not done taking care of you.
[buzen can shower him with affection all he likes!!!! as long as itsuki gets to top!!! he's gonna grab that forgotten bottle of the slippery now,]
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buzen tilts his head at that............ well he doesn't mind, but he does look a little surprised. he gives itsuki another kiss]
Mm, if you want.
[
he says this with a little bit of anxiety radiating off of him? like? is this okay? is this okay??? shouldn't he give back a little??????]
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he immediately stops being huffy when he senses buzen's anxiety though, tilting his head so he can nip at his bottom lip]
I want you to feel good too... But I'd like it even more if you told me what you want.
[they've banged so many times that itsuki has absolutely recognized that buzen does his best to make itsuki happy, and then gets confused when he's doted on in the same way......]
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right, itsuki said something.]
... you do make me feel good. [that's easy enough to say, buzen truly doesn't feel the shame a normal human would. but he does nuzzle against itsuki's cheek affectionately]
But I want to touch you, too. I want to hear you say my name, and feel you clinging onto me.
[the way that this could reasonably count as dirty talk but to buzen he is just
speaking honestly
i hate it here]
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itsuki presses his lips right over the mole on Buzen's neck, sucking on the skin there.]
We still have the rest of the night. [what time is it actually who knows, he admires the bright red love bite as he uncaps the bottle,] And the morning too.
I feel a lot better now, so I can go as long as you like.
[the (buzen voice) slippery feels cold on his fingers, as Itsuki makes promises that he's confident he can keep? never mind the stray bruises here and there, leftover marks from the last time buzen touched him. he should be fine... as long as he doesn't tease buzen too much.................]
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the laugh that leaves buzen is a little breathless, but amused anyway even as he turns his head to try to press his lips against itsuki's again]
Are you sure?
[HE'S JUST. WONDERING IF THIS IS TRUE,]
... and it sounds like you're not going to let us get out of bed...?
[MORNING????]
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That's fine, right? Since it's our first morning at the citadel together.
[he'll finally sit up, he's been lying down this entire time like a bottom, and pull Buzen forward until he's sitting in his lap. wow this position rarely if ever happens, buzen's sitting in his lap for once...
he wonders how he rates on the lap seat scale....]
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but buzen is agreeable, ultimately, and he lets himself be pulled onto itsuki’s lap. this really is so rare but he’ll let his arms loop around his shoulders for balance anyway]
… as long as chores can still get done tomorrow…
[imagine if itsuki wants to bang a lot and then gets shoved onto farm duty wouldn’t that be so funny]
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there's something very funny about buzen mentioning chores -- it's the last thing he'd expect to hear in the bedroom, and it startles a laugh from him. there's something indescribably fond in his gaze as he meets Buzen's eyes.
isn't this what life is like? more than just heated, feverish moments and whispered love confessions... it's the mundane too, the little day to day things that others take for granted, but itsuki never had.]
...I'm excited.
[for the BANG??? well obviously that too, as he strokes him one hand and prepares him with the other, slow and steady]
I can't wait to spend my life with you, Buzen.
[he leans in to meet Buzen's lips firmly, open-mouthed and hungry. itsuki is no longer gen and kind, now he's domestic and slutty]
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but he's not necessarily complaining either. his gasp and moan get swallowed into the kiss, his arms circling around itsuki a little more tightly with the attention being given to him. it feels good, and he needs a moment to even remember what itsuki said before he stole buzen's breath away.]
Mm... I'm happy, too.
[softly, breathlessly, even as one of buzen's hands drops from where it's looped around itsuki and instead traces down his front because itsuki can take care of him but also he's not the type to stay still if he can help it]
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and then his focus blips, the hand drifting lower impossible to ignore, and a shiver instinctively runs through him]
...Are you trying to distract me?
[because it would be very easy to, since he's a lawful bottom]
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one of his hands clutches a little tighter onto itsuki - but his other goes to wrap around him too, slowing building up a pace even as buzen nuzzles in closer]
Just making it, mm, even.
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[he cuts himself off with a gasp, turns to try and kiss buzen again -- half out of desire and half so he can muffle himself too -- but buzen's face is pressed against his rapidly beating pulse instead,
that's fine, he can kiss the pale, exposed line of buzen's neck instead... make it even... except his body jolts from the attention, and his mouth lands near buzen's ear instead, gasping out a moan that curls into buzen's name. he barely needs all this doting attention he's receiving right now... but it is nice to be spoiled like this,]
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- rather, there really is something satisfying about hearing itsuki say his name like that. it makes something hot curl into the pit of his stomach, prompting his hand to move just a bit faster like it'd encourage even more sounds from him. greedy.
he doesn't bite itsuki's neck - but he does shift enough so that he can let teeth scrape against his shoulder instead, even as he presses closer so there's less and less room between them. this is a type of closeness he can only enjoy with itsuki too - that he'd only ever want with this person that he loves so much]
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most of his thoughts are hazy by now, tipsy with desire, but one rings faintly in the back of his mind -- an awareness of how buzen's always so gentle whenever he kisses him on the throat now.
it's that kindness that almost tips him over, a reminder that it's buzen's kind nature that made itsuki fall in love in the first place]
Wait -- wait...
[just. IMMEDIATELY, he's in the danger zone!!!! this was really quick but in itsuki's defense he was turned on since like. the beginning.]
I think I'm just about -- ready.
[he's flustering a little, which is embarrassing because he was trying to be sexy and cool .5 seconds earlier. he nips a line down buzen's neck because he's trying to hide his stupid bottom blushy]
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regardless - buzen does wait, pretty much as soon as itsuki says. quick as he is, he does try to be attuned to everything itsuki wants, including letting him say when he needs to take a breath. he lets both arms loop loosely around itsuki's shoulders, even as he tilts his head to give him space, closing his eyes briefly to enjoy the attention]
Mm, okay.
[softly, languidly - though buzen shifts enough to catch itsuki's mouth with his own a moment later. it's hard to say whether the kiss is impulse or reward, maybe a little bit of both
his next question will stay mumbled against itsuki's mouth - ]
Do you want to stay like this?
[with buzen in itsuki's lap this time? he truly has no preference, it's just whatever his lover wants]
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kind of like now, since his first (slutty) thought is 'god yes let's stay like this forever' which he immediately takes back because being on the precipice like this is actually frustrating.
he's thinking so much now... he should fix that. he murmurs his answer back,]
...Yeah. I want to hold you like this and see your face. [nipping at his lip] I want you to cling onto me too.
[he'll settle his hands on Buzen's hips, as if to return the favor.]
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instead buzen just smiles softly at that, eyes darkening ever so slightly with the nip, and he'll lean in to let his forehead rest against itsuki's briefly]
Then I will. I like being close to you most.
[and that's what he'll murmur in the space between them before claiming itsuki's lips in another kiss, deepening it as buzen shifts to lower himself onto itsuki's length. the feeling pulls a soft, wanting noise from him, resonating in the kiss - it's funny that he's so much less experienced than itsuki at the end of the day, learning all the different ways that this body can feel and move. but at least he's determined to be a quick learner]
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just like now. he wants to keep kissing but the force of his groan pushes him back a little, arching into the motion, barely remembering to keep his own hips still]
You're -- so good -- [the combination of 'that feels so good' and 'you're great' just mashing into one unintelligible line because of horny,
he's receiving so much, so he should give a little too. buzen wanted to hear him, so Itsuki lets himself go,]
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he probably doesn't have a praise kink as badly as other swords (kashuu) but he'll always be the first to admit that he likes knowing what effect he has on itsuki. the corner of his mouth curls up a little even as he gets used to the feeling, a softly pleased noise rumbling in this throat even as he meets itsuki for a few more heated kisses, slotting their lips together
but he still hastily speaks between them - ]
It's - different. [a little wry, amused. both this position and the fact that buzen just doesn't bottom often??? but also, he sighs contentedly,] Feels good, though.
[but
can probably feel better? he shifts experimentally then, letting his hands rest on itsuki's shoulders for balance as he builds up a rhythm with his rise and fall]
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he shifts a little too,]
Let me make it -- better. [between kisses] But tell me if you want me to stop...
[he can be just as fast as buzen for that too, attentive to his moods, the tone of his voice. that being said, he waits for the next rise, and then snaps his hips up to meet the next fall, hands pressing hard against buzen's hips]
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buzen understands a little bit more about why itsuki likes bottoming now
which is to say that the motion all but slams a moan out of him, loud and wanton. his fingers clutch onto itsuki exactly like he wanted - but if anything it's like buzen is still trying to pull him closer still. he moves again, instinct making it faster and harder like he wants to feel exactly that sensation again.
against itsuki's mouth, he gasps out, desperation trailing into his voice - ]
Don't stop.
[so that answers that!!!!]
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