[this is so funny it's just trying to ease itsuki into admitting that he's a bottom after he got his world rocked
also they literally just banged and yet itsuki is out here. buzen will match him, letting his arms loop around itsuki's waist to bring him closer?]
.... you've already been doing it, I think...
[if he's being honest? he will just give itsuki a few more kisses, and explain between them - ]
I like when you say you want me, and you need me. [literally like rewind five minutes ago] When you're breathless, and still try to speak past it.
When you cling onto me, or move with me... I like when you grip onto me, and want me closer. When you get a little sharper with me, and it makes me want you more...
So I don't want you to be embarrassed about what you want... because I want it, too.
they just banged and yet itsuki feels kind of breathless just from hearing all of this? if buzen wanted to bang again itsuki would have been like 'take me im yours',
instead he presses his mouth to buzen's, lingering on the warmth and softness,]
Ah... I don't think I'll ever really stop being embarrassed. Since you're the only one who makes me feel that way.
[so maybe it's not so bad. to be a blushy bottom]
...But you're the only one who I want to be shameless with too. I like it when you hold me down, and when you get rough. When your control slips just a little.
[he traces his hand right underneath the hem of buzen's crop top,]
I like it when you get sharp too, just enough that it feels like a fight. I want to see you lose control. ...I really love it when you do.
[then he can maybe lose control just a little bit more?]
I really don't want to hurt you... but sometimes you make it hard to keep it careful. As long as you tell me to stop if it ever becomes too much... but sometimes my body moves before I can think.
That's how badly I want to show you how much I want you, I guess.
[STOP NO I CURSE BUZEN AND ITSUKI WITH SLEEPY BINCH DISEASE,
Itsuki nuzzles Buzen, happy...]
Mm. Let me get our clothes.
[that are probably all over the place because itsuki failed his one malewife duty, what good is he if he can't do this. at least he gets another towel to help wipe buzen down,]
What kind of tea do you like? I'll start making it as soon as we get back.
[LITERALLY ANY TEA, HE DOESN'T HAVE A PREFERENCE. he clears his throat experimentally but will also just. take the towel thanks god there was so much exertion for him today]
I normally just have green, but if there's one you like a lot then I want to try it.
[the way itsuki is feeling so conflicted? should he be happy? does this mean buzen trusts in him, or that the thought simply never occurred to him? he's looking at the :) on buzen's face and realization is about to dawn on him]
Of course not. I've never looked at anyone else ever, the whole...
[...]
The whole time -- when you were with me and when you... weren't... I...
he's drooping so much and buzen will just instinctively encourage itsuki back into his arms? clearly this is something that you will want to tell your very sweet boyfriend who holds you gently whenever you seem even a little sad,]
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also they literally just banged and yet itsuki is out here. buzen will match him, letting his arms loop around itsuki's waist to bring him closer?]
.... you've already been doing it, I think...
[if he's being honest? he will just give itsuki a few more kisses, and explain between them - ]
I like when you say you want me, and you need me. [literally like rewind five minutes ago] When you're breathless, and still try to speak past it.
When you cling onto me, or move with me... I like when you grip onto me, and want me closer. When you get a little sharper with me, and it makes me want you more...
So I don't want you to be embarrassed about what you want... because I want it, too.
[itsuki likes getting railed and surprise surprise buzen likes railing him]
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they just banged and yet itsuki feels kind of breathless just from hearing all of this? if buzen wanted to bang again itsuki would have been like 'take me im yours',
instead he presses his mouth to buzen's, lingering on the warmth and softness,]
Ah... I don't think I'll ever really stop being embarrassed. Since you're the only one who makes me feel that way.
[so maybe it's not so bad. to be a blushy bottom]
...But you're the only one who I want to be shameless with too. I like it when you hold me down, and when you get rough. When your control slips just a little.
[he traces his hand right underneath the hem of buzen's crop top,]
I like it when you get sharp too, just enough that it feels like a fight. I want to see you lose control. ...I really love it when you do.
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[then he can maybe lose control just a little bit more?]
I really don't want to hurt you... but sometimes you make it hard to keep it careful. As long as you tell me to stop if it ever becomes too much... but sometimes my body moves before I can think.
That's how badly I want to show you how much I want you, I guess.
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blinks owlishly as he feels itsuki's hand trace on his body - ]
Do you want to go again?
[IS THAT WHAT THIS IS LEADING TO? WHEN ARE THEY GOING HOME?]
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he kisses buzen's throat, muffling his laugh in the crook of his neck,]
Let's go back. I want to take care of you properly, especially your voice.
[soft, doting hours only now......... he tilts his head though, smiling]
But I won't say no to another round. ...It'd probably be bad if we had sex in the springs, huh?
[YEAH!!!! OTHER SWORDS USE THOSE SPRINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
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itsuki's dialogue: let's go again
anyway buzen is just laughing at that, shaking his head]
Probably... and they're all probably getting washed up now too.
[he presses a kiss to itsuki's forehead]
Let's go back then... and we can probably use our room if you want to keep going.
[THE WAY ITSUKI IS JUST GOING TO KEEP GETTING LAID TONIGHT I CAN'T]
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Itsuki nuzzles Buzen, happy...]
Mm. Let me get our clothes.
[that are probably all over the place because itsuki failed his one malewife duty, what good is he if he can't do this. at least he gets another towel to help wipe buzen down,]
What kind of tea do you like? I'll start making it as soon as we get back.
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[LITERALLY ANY TEA, HE DOESN'T HAVE A PREFERENCE. he clears his throat experimentally but will also just. take the towel thanks god there was so much exertion for him today]
I normally just have green, but if there's one you like a lot then I want to try it.
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he'll help buzen get into his clothes. so generous of itsuki to let buzen keep his crop top on, wow]
I'll make you some ginger tea then. I used to make it whenever the girls got sick. I'll add some honey to it too.
[sweets for sweet buzen....]
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Are you looking after me the same way that you would the girls?
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Will you get jealous if I say yes?
[no
buzen will not]
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? ]
Am...
Am I supposed to....?
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Well, no.
[JUST HONESTLY,]
I didn't love them the way I love you. I just looked after them. Kind of like how you look after the Gous.
[and yet itsuki gets jealous whenever buzen spends lots of time with the gous i can't]
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But Yasu-san says you get jealous of the Gous?
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Well.
[WELL.............]
That's because I'm -- intense. [yan, he means yan] I think most people wouldn't get as -- jealous as I do...
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I don't really know what the feeling is like.
[he's just. never gotten jealous,]
You can keep being intense... I know I love you differently from them, and I'll do my best to remind you of that too.
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he kisses buzen, softly -- almost a little shy,]
Mm... I'm happy that you love and accept me.
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wait]
-- So you've never felt jealous before?
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No? Should I have?
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Of course not. I've never looked at anyone else ever, the whole...
[...]
The whole time -- when you were with me and when you... weren't... I...
[.........................?]
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You....?
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oh noooo
oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo]
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he is hesitant though, visibly so. he puts a hand over the back of his neck, drooping like a bruised violet...]
Um, back at the prism -- when I went on one of those adventures... The one where I was a kitsune... The one where -- I lost my memories of you...
[drooping.... he's struggling....]
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he's drooping so much and buzen will just instinctively encourage itsuki back into his arms? clearly this is something that you will want to tell your very sweet boyfriend who holds you gently whenever you seem even a little sad,]
Mm...? What about it...?
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