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[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-02 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
[Itsuki needs no further prompting, he immediately moves next to buzen, to the side that'll hamper him the least if he has to reach for his sword, and leans against him,]

I'm fine. I'm used to visiting a lot of dreams in one night.

[his body feels well-rested, even if his mind is bright and alert, a little tense, but no longer frightened.]

...I was just surprised towards the end there. I thought he noticed me, even though that should be impossible...
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[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-02 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
[he snuggles closer at the kiss, his gaze a little distant as he remembers,]

...Ishida Mitsunari. [he huffs a little] He's a pretty impressive guy, huh? Guess there's a reason why so many people believe in him...

[at least, itsuki thinks there is? that ties into buzen's other question too,]

...A lot of people do, actually. If there's someone out there planning to betray him... then I didn't find them. I did leave nightmares and ominous dreams where I could, but -- I didn't have much to work with in the first place.
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[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-02 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[Itsuki's brow furrows in concern, because if Buzen is tense then there has to be something wrong? If he says history isn't progressing as it should, then that's a problem, isn't it?

Itsuki knows nothing about battles and how victories are won. Books can only give him so much. Maybe that's why he doesn't really understand -- only understands enough that it has to be bad, if Buzen is frowning.]


...Are you going to scout?

[it's not a 'no' really, but]
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[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
[itsuki tilts his head for a moment, then his expression clears a little. ...hm,]

Sabotage... Like messing with their weapons or getting rid of their horses?

[if it's something like that... then he might be of use...]
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[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
[sometimes you think you're right on the mark...

to itsuki's credit, he doesn't look shocked. it'd be a little silly to be after all this time, especially after seeing shimabara in buzen's dream... these are the kinds of things that have to be done, that are left to the swords to do, for the sake of humanity.

(if itsuki has any misgivings about the mission in the first place, about the reason why it has to be the swords who have to carry it out, well. he'll continue keeping that to himself. it's not relevant right now anyway, if ever.)

he's more concerned about the fact that he. won't be of any use for these things? he can do secrecy and skulking, but on a battlefield? he runs a hand through his hair for a moment, then somewhat hesitant,]


...I can put them to sleep if I get close enough.
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[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
[itsuki opens his mouth to say -- what, exactly? that he wants to go and put men to sleep so that they'll die tomorrow? ...it's true that his dreamers have died before, but...

he closes his mouth and nods, looking a little concerned still.]


...Alright.

[he moves to get up, hesitates, then gives buzen a quick kiss on the cheek,]

I'll be waiting.

[buzen will focus better if he knows that itsuki's here with the other swords, won't he?]
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[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Itsuki watches as Buzen leaves -- but it doesn't take long at all for him to disappear into the distance. fast...

he dithers for a moment, then settles back down so he can go back to dreaming. he avoids ishida mitsunari's dreams, slips into the dreams of those said to have betrayed him, tries to leave a few omens -- disaster that they can avert if they only decide to leave his side.

he's so focused on the dream that it takes him a moment to realize he's being called for, and he wakes up again at sohaya's urging,]


What's... [but he realizes why, the ground rolling beneath them. another earthquake? now?

he scrambles up, pitches to the side anyway.]


-- Where's Buzen?
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[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
[the answer doesn't. but to be fair, any answer other than buzen arriving wouldn't do anything to quell itsuki's sudden fear. he's silent as the swords decide on their plan, his gaze fixed to where he saw buzen last.

it's getting brighter, but... nothing. itsuki opens his mouth to ask yet another useless question, but he stops abruptly as the ground continues to rumble --

he can barely keep to his feet now, but what about buzen? he's surrounded by enemies, and while itsuki knows a human couldn't possibly hold a candle to a sword... there's still an army of them. and the other swords who could actually help buzen, they're all here with itsuki instead.]


I...

[he knows how terrible of an idea it is. it's one the others will shoot down immediately. it's one that buzen himself would hate, and itsuki doesn't like doing anything that will upset him --

but,]


I want to stay here -- until Buzen gets back.

[he shifts away. his balance is compromised, but so is the other swords' -- he has no illusions that they'd be able to pin him down if the ground wasn't shaking so hard. but it's shaking right now, which gives him a chance.

he wants to stay here, but... the closer he moves to the army, then the faster he'll see buzen. just a little closer -- that should be fine, right? he tries to move, willing the earth to stay still for at least a second --]
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[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
[sweet hyuuga... Itsuki hesitates -- visibly struggling between listening and keeping his balance, but then the ground stops shaking and he perks up -- army or not, buzen should have better luck returning if the ground isn't rumbling --

and then he hears the horns,]


They're still going to fight? Even with these earthquakes...?

[there's a beat before itsuki remembers that's supposed to be a good thing. they're supposed to sound the horns, and the battle's supposed to start, regardless of what's apparently happening -- regardless of who might be down there,

he grits his teeth. he's thinking less of the enormity of running head-first into a battle zone and more of how easily he can be stopped from running.]


-- He said he was going to go scout -- he's not trying to sabotage the battle right now, is he?

[and if so, then doesn't that mean the rest of them should be down there helping?]
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[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
[as desperately as itsuki wants to follow oodenta and monoyoshi, he knows when he's outnumbered. he listens to sohaya instead, head bowed as he finally readies himself to go wherever he's told to --

a little too late to finally start listening, and itsuki realizes it as horses? soldiers? no -- the western army, moving as one. so many men, so different from the battlefield of shimabara, and yet alike.

he starts to run, tries to move into a position that won't immediately hinder sohaya and hyuuga, choosing retreat even though what he really wants to do is run forward. his hand goes to the dagger, the other touches his chest -- his power thrumming along with his frantic heartbeat. he can run but he's not faster than a man on horseback. maybe the swords can outstrip them easily, but he's already holding them back just by being here. he keeps on moving.

he wants to find buzen. but he needs to live first in order to do that.]
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[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
[hyuuga kills the first man and itsuki can't help it -- he closes his eyes for the briefest of moments then forces them open so he can keep running, even as men pursue them and fall to hyuuga's swift blade, over and over again --

he's in the way. why had he ever thought he'd be useful --

itsuki moves towards the forest at hyuuga's yell, but then he hears the words 'red banner' and his head snaps towards the other sword, expression frantic at first, then -- settling as he looks at the nearest archer, similarly distracted by his comrade's words. the man turns at the same time as the others, peering towards the valley and that's all itsuki really needs.

buzen is as fast as the wind, he can outrun anything and everything. he knows that.

but itsuki's running on pure adrenaline now, shaken by the sheer chaos and death, and all he knows is that he doesn't want buzen to fall the same way so many others have. so he lunges, shoves his dagger into the man's neck, then hurls himself at the next archer with a ferocity that feels almost out of character. he grabs them by the hand, thinks 'sleep' so hard that the man falls to the ground, and wishes not for the first time that he had a power that could destroy everything -- or could protect everyone. if only he had kakeru's plants or mikoto's barriers --]
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[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ah.

it happens so fast but itsuki can see it all so clearly still. the archer falling at his feet, hyuuga staggering in front of him, the shine of a blade slicing deep into his arm -- a blade that could have buried itself in itsuki's neck -- and buzen with his sword in the man's chest and his arms around Hyuuga, rounding on itsuki with more fury than he's ever seen before. he's seen anger and sadness but this feels more close to rage -- buzen's rage -- and it's directed right at him --

his already unsteady breathing hitches, and his gaze sweeps away when only earlier he'd been looking so desperately -- and lands on the scarlet red staining hyuuga's scarlet clothes,

for once itsuki doesn't need to be told twice. he turns and heads for the foliage, dagger still clutched in his hand and heart beating quickly with dread, so loud that it drowns out the shocked silence in itsuki's head,]
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[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
[they're away from battle now, but the fear doesn't leave itsuki. it morphs into something else, into a wave of shame and guilt so hot and intense that he can feel it prickle in the back of his throat, his eyes. he keeps it together by focusing on the quick methodical way buzen secures hyuuga's wound, the red flag moving from his arm to hyuuga's.

he keeps his gaze averted, glancing at hyuuga instead -- as if looking at the sword who got hurt for him is easier to bear than looking at buzen himself,]


I'm fine. ...Hyuuga-kun protected me.

[as if that answer is less than he deserves, as if hyuuga's help would have been better off -- but he pushes on, past whatever he's feeling.

his feelings are what got them into this mess, didn't they?]


Sohaya-kun and the others left to try and interfere. [interfere sounds like the wrong word to use,] With the battle.

[he takes a step forward, intent on following buzen's lead as they move, even if he's still not looking at him,]

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