nightchild: (/sweats)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
[itsuki opens his mouth to say -- what, exactly? that he wants to go and put men to sleep so that they'll die tomorrow? ...it's true that his dreamers have died before, but...

he closes his mouth and nods, looking a little concerned still.]


...Alright.

[he moves to get up, hesitates, then gives buzen a quick kiss on the cheek,]

I'll be waiting.

[buzen will focus better if he knows that itsuki's here with the other swords, won't he?]
nightchild: (LIKE THEY'RE DIFFERENT COLORS??)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Itsuki watches as Buzen leaves -- but it doesn't take long at all for him to disappear into the distance. fast...

he dithers for a moment, then settles back down so he can go back to dreaming. he avoids ishida mitsunari's dreams, slips into the dreams of those said to have betrayed him, tries to leave a few omens -- disaster that they can avert if they only decide to leave his side.

he's so focused on the dream that it takes him a moment to realize he's being called for, and he wakes up again at sohaya's urging,]


What's... [but he realizes why, the ground rolling beneath them. another earthquake? now?

he scrambles up, pitches to the side anyway.]


-- Where's Buzen?
nightchild: (/sweats)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
[the answer doesn't. but to be fair, any answer other than buzen arriving wouldn't do anything to quell itsuki's sudden fear. he's silent as the swords decide on their plan, his gaze fixed to where he saw buzen last.

it's getting brighter, but... nothing. itsuki opens his mouth to ask yet another useless question, but he stops abruptly as the ground continues to rumble --

he can barely keep to his feet now, but what about buzen? he's surrounded by enemies, and while itsuki knows a human couldn't possibly hold a candle to a sword... there's still an army of them. and the other swords who could actually help buzen, they're all here with itsuki instead.]


I...

[he knows how terrible of an idea it is. it's one the others will shoot down immediately. it's one that buzen himself would hate, and itsuki doesn't like doing anything that will upset him --

but,]


I want to stay here -- until Buzen gets back.

[he shifts away. his balance is compromised, but so is the other swords' -- he has no illusions that they'd be able to pin him down if the ground wasn't shaking so hard. but it's shaking right now, which gives him a chance.

he wants to stay here, but... the closer he moves to the army, then the faster he'll see buzen. just a little closer -- that should be fine, right? he tries to move, willing the earth to stay still for at least a second --]
nightchild: (LIKE THEY'RE DIFFERENT COLORS??)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
[sweet hyuuga... Itsuki hesitates -- visibly struggling between listening and keeping his balance, but then the ground stops shaking and he perks up -- army or not, buzen should have better luck returning if the ground isn't rumbling --

and then he hears the horns,]


They're still going to fight? Even with these earthquakes...?

[there's a beat before itsuki remembers that's supposed to be a good thing. they're supposed to sound the horns, and the battle's supposed to start, regardless of what's apparently happening -- regardless of who might be down there,

he grits his teeth. he's thinking less of the enormity of running head-first into a battle zone and more of how easily he can be stopped from running.]


-- He said he was going to go scout -- he's not trying to sabotage the battle right now, is he?

[and if so, then doesn't that mean the rest of them should be down there helping?]
nightchild: (interesting. . . .)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
[as desperately as itsuki wants to follow oodenta and monoyoshi, he knows when he's outnumbered. he listens to sohaya instead, head bowed as he finally readies himself to go wherever he's told to --

a little too late to finally start listening, and itsuki realizes it as horses? soldiers? no -- the western army, moving as one. so many men, so different from the battlefield of shimabara, and yet alike.

he starts to run, tries to move into a position that won't immediately hinder sohaya and hyuuga, choosing retreat even though what he really wants to do is run forward. his hand goes to the dagger, the other touches his chest -- his power thrumming along with his frantic heartbeat. he can run but he's not faster than a man on horseback. maybe the swords can outstrip them easily, but he's already holding them back just by being here. he keeps on moving.

he wants to find buzen. but he needs to live first in order to do that.]
nightchild: (how the fck does itsuki see)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
[hyuuga kills the first man and itsuki can't help it -- he closes his eyes for the briefest of moments then forces them open so he can keep running, even as men pursue them and fall to hyuuga's swift blade, over and over again --

he's in the way. why had he ever thought he'd be useful --

itsuki moves towards the forest at hyuuga's yell, but then he hears the words 'red banner' and his head snaps towards the other sword, expression frantic at first, then -- settling as he looks at the nearest archer, similarly distracted by his comrade's words. the man turns at the same time as the others, peering towards the valley and that's all itsuki really needs.

buzen is as fast as the wind, he can outrun anything and everything. he knows that.

but itsuki's running on pure adrenaline now, shaken by the sheer chaos and death, and all he knows is that he doesn't want buzen to fall the same way so many others have. so he lunges, shoves his dagger into the man's neck, then hurls himself at the next archer with a ferocity that feels almost out of character. he grabs them by the hand, thinks 'sleep' so hard that the man falls to the ground, and wishes not for the first time that he had a power that could destroy everything -- or could protect everyone. if only he had kakeru's plants or mikoto's barriers --]
nightchild: (LIKE THEY'RE DIFFERENT COLORS??)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ah.

it happens so fast but itsuki can see it all so clearly still. the archer falling at his feet, hyuuga staggering in front of him, the shine of a blade slicing deep into his arm -- a blade that could have buried itself in itsuki's neck -- and buzen with his sword in the man's chest and his arms around Hyuuga, rounding on itsuki with more fury than he's ever seen before. he's seen anger and sadness but this feels more close to rage -- buzen's rage -- and it's directed right at him --

his already unsteady breathing hitches, and his gaze sweeps away when only earlier he'd been looking so desperately -- and lands on the scarlet red staining hyuuga's scarlet clothes,

for once itsuki doesn't need to be told twice. he turns and heads for the foliage, dagger still clutched in his hand and heart beating quickly with dread, so loud that it drowns out the shocked silence in itsuki's head,]
nightchild: (im in keyword hell)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
[they're away from battle now, but the fear doesn't leave itsuki. it morphs into something else, into a wave of shame and guilt so hot and intense that he can feel it prickle in the back of his throat, his eyes. he keeps it together by focusing on the quick methodical way buzen secures hyuuga's wound, the red flag moving from his arm to hyuuga's.

he keeps his gaze averted, glancing at hyuuga instead -- as if looking at the sword who got hurt for him is easier to bear than looking at buzen himself,]


I'm fine. ...Hyuuga-kun protected me.

[as if that answer is less than he deserves, as if hyuuga's help would have been better off -- but he pushes on, past whatever he's feeling.

his feelings are what got them into this mess, didn't they?]


Sohaya-kun and the others left to try and interfere. [interfere sounds like the wrong word to use,] With the battle.

[he takes a step forward, intent on following buzen's lead as they move, even if he's still not looking at him,]
nightchild: (WHAT'S HAPPENING)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 07:43 am (UTC)(link)
[itsuki follows along, he keeps his dagger out just in case, but there's just forest around and behind them, and the faces of their companions in front. a swell of relief tugs at itsuki, breaking the gloom, giving him enough time to peer down at the battle beneath them.

he stiffens at the shots, at the fighting that he fully expects to ensue and then --

nothing?

it's so out of odds from what itsuki expected that it throws him off, shakes the gloom from him entirely as he turns to look at buzen, confused]


-- What's going on?

[everyone's frozen, but he heard buzen's voice as clear as a bell? whatever it is, it's not affecting them... that's

a good thing, right]
nightchild: (ah)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 08:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Itsuki blinks throughout the explanation, so many questions forming in his mind that it's difficult to pick just one. time government? abandoned world? humans becoming deranged? it's not the first time he's learned a relentless amount of information at a risky time, but...

he comes back to his senses at buzen's touch -- warm and solid, even after everything... even while this is apparently happening. his hand goes up to take buzen's -- but he moves forward at his prompting instead. he can sense the shift in mood in the others too, it puts a stop to the questions itsuki wants to ask so badly.

at least, it does for a time?

itsuki follows along with the rest, but keeps close to buzen, makes sure to keep his voice low as he asks]


So the time government... stopped time? Because history changed too much? And that's why the humans are...

[they're too far away for itsuki to feel tempted to look back, so he doesn't.]
nightchild: (im in keyword hell)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-03 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[Itsuki follows after, silent as he attempts to understand. It's difficult to, especially when he'd just been dreaming with these people. they'd been... normal. they hadn't acted -- wrong or strange, or been emotionally wrought in some way.

nothing like the prism refraction, which is the closest situation itsuki can draw a comparison to.]


...Is it really too late for them?

[there's an edge of disbelief in his voice, the hesitance at odds with his quick pace]
nightchild: (mmmmm)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-04 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[...

is it because he thinks there's a chance? or is it just pure egoism on his part -- to think that he could help, especially when he has no idea how to?

it's not the first time he's felt this helpless... though it has been a while. he's forgotten that feeling. he turns his head, stares at a soldier with his arms looped around another, frozen in the middle of applying pressure on a fatal wound.

the similarity doesn't escape itsuki, and he makes a small noise in the back of his throat.]


...They'd be better off sleeping forever if it has to be like this -- if the world has to be abandoned.

[meaningless words. maybe kazuha would have been able to... but not itsuki, not with his borrowed ability that's only a fraction as powerful as hers.

but he still looks on anyway, imagines what he could do if he was useful]
nightchild: (LIKE THEY'RE DIFFERENT COLORS??)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-05-05 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[buzen's hand feels warm on his skin, and itsuki thinks of all the words he wants to say --

but there's no time. buzen pushes him forward and itsuki takes the hint for once, running with the thought 'the faster i run the faster buzen will too' beating a rhythm in his head. more and more soldiers catch sight of them, and more and more head towards them. one lunges towards him and itsuki dodges even as he keeps going -- veering a little too far to the right, just close enough for any soldier to slash wildly at him]


-- Shit!

[he's doing his best but this is really like those jungle docus when the predators can instinctively tell who's the weakest in the herd tbh, itsuki is that baby elephant]

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