[itsuki like :O i didn't cry or anything what's buzen brushing away... he leans his head onto Buzen's hand like he's leaning into his touch, stupid...]
Hmm...
['But plenty of people want you? Like Jae-ha?' No.]
Is that because of who you are as a sword? Because you're Buzen Gou...?
[He knows that it's not just because Buzen is a sword, not when there are swords like Mikazuki-san, treasured throughout history.]
[it's not as though he feels much conflict over it - these certain facts about himself.]
I mean... our histories shape us, in a lot of ways. Who our masters are, what battles we fought in... but my legacy is a little bit more cloudy than that. I know that I'm someone important to the Gous, like they're important to me -
But other than that, it's a surprise if someone treasures me all that much.
[offers another meatball to buzen... continues to treasure him...]
I know humans are pretty different from swords, but I think history affects us the same way. At least, I know that my history made me think I wouldn't get to feel this way about anyone...
So it's a surprise to me too -- that the person I love this much actually likes me back.
which is why itsuki looks a little embarrassed. the way he looks back on his yandere behavior and goes ':( why did i do that' and keeps doing it anyway,
offers buzen more pasta]
Buzen... What exactly do you find 'cute'...?
[is buzen like itsuki, who thinks everything buzen does is adorable...]
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[ITSUKI'S HYPERFIXATION IS JUST
LOVE]
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Rather than 'love', it's more like 'the idea of spending the rest of my life with you in every way possible'...?
[IS THIS WORSE THAN JUST LOVE]
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I knew it... It's too much, isn't it...
[OBSESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!]
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buzen is just laughing at that, amused. he gives itsuki another kissu....]
I don't think so. I was just surprised...
Sometimes I'm still startled by how much you like me.
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Really? ...Do I not show it enough?
[hello? he feels challenged as a yandere?]
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[itsuki is honestly pretty obsessed with buzen,
but he smiles faintly and lets his hand come up to rest on itsuki's cheek - noticing the pasta sauce and just. gently brushing it away,,]
But it's still a pretty new feeling... I still get surprised about being wanted. Not that it's a bad experience or anything...
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Hmm...
['But plenty of people want you? Like Jae-ha?' No.]
Is that because of who you are as a sword? Because you're Buzen Gou...?
[He knows that it's not just because Buzen is a sword, not when there are swords like Mikazuki-san, treasured throughout history.]
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[it's not as though he feels much conflict over it - these certain facts about himself.]
I mean... our histories shape us, in a lot of ways. Who our masters are, what battles we fought in... but my legacy is a little bit more cloudy than that. I know that I'm someone important to the Gous, like they're important to me -
But other than that, it's a surprise if someone treasures me all that much.
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I know humans are pretty different from swords, but I think history affects us the same way. At least, I know that my history made me think I wouldn't get to feel this way about anyone...
So it's a surprise to me too -- that the person I love this much actually likes me back.
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but he smiles faintly afterward, and once he's done chewing he'll lean in to close the distance and give itsuki a kiss]
... I do like you back. I love you.
[so it's a feeling more than like!!]
I don't think it's a bad surprise... but I'll keep loving you, so maybe eventually it just feels natural.
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I'll do my part too then. I'll love you so much, so that you'll get used to it.
[....he looks thoughtful]
Maybe not too used to it... I don't want you to get bored...
[gotta keep things spicy outside the bedroom too]
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How could I ever be bored with you?
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Right? It's the same for me too...! If it's not you, then I don't want anyone else.
[itsuki u stupid slut that's not what buzen meant]
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buzen smooches itsuki even though he has a feeling that they weren't talking about the same thing,]
Well, if you really insist...
[he'd be fine if itsuki found another love but itsuki really doesn't want to, so...]
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[:)]
I do insist. You're the only one for me.
[:))))))]
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that's my ooc cry, bc icly buzen just thinks this is cute
he gives him another kissy]
Okay then.
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So you don't need to try to be jealous, even though I think it's cute that you want to be...
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[but he can't really grasp it,,]
It's kinda cute when you're jealous...
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which is why itsuki looks a little embarrassed. the way he looks back on his yandere behavior and goes ':( why did i do that' and keeps doing it anyway,
offers buzen more pasta]
Buzen... What exactly do you find 'cute'...?
[is buzen like itsuki, who thinks everything buzen does is adorable...]
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And Kiyo-san, sometimes. I think he wants that?
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So basically... you think neediness is cute?
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...presses a meatball against his lips]
Well... I can definitely promise you that I will never stop being needy...?
[it sounds like a question because itsuki's not sure if this is acceptable behavior but like
does it matter if buzen likes it? :)]
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