nightchild: (fckin judges)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-11-10 09:52 am (UTC)(link)
[hm......


Itsuki stands still, eyes fixed first on the ocean waves, then towards that sound that he thinks is growing louder the longer he stands here.

He shades a hand over his eyes, all the better to see Buzen, because he will see Buzen, right? And finally starts moving toward that engine sound -- a sound that Itsuki associates solely with Buzen now. It's as much him as his red eyes and dark hair and sweet smile are... and while Itsuki does have a preference... He loves everything Buzen is, and loves everything he likes.]
nightchild: (?? why do my icons look different)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-11-12 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
nightchild: (naw)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-11-12 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
. . .

[u know how swords can shift into action mode as soon as they sense even a lick of danger?

that's itsuki. he senses danger in the form of himself. in the way dream Itsuki has his arms locked around Buzen's waist, sitting astride this bike like he belongs there. Which he doesn't. He doesn't!!!! Itsuki has locked onto this intruder and now the kid gloves are coming off. Has he been using kid gloves all this time? He has! Because as jealous and yandere-adjacent Itsuki is, he's somehow kept his composure in front of both Saya and Jae-ha. He was proprietary and aggressive and also passive-aggressive as hell, and yet he hadn't actually attacked -- or done anything absurdly ridiculous. It's not Saya and Jae-ha's fault that he's yandere to his bones? And Itsuki's lived a very long life repressing his real emotions in front of other people.

Other people, that is.

He doesn't see a need to do the same in front of himself?

Which means Itsuki walks right up to his very cute boyfriend sitting astride this sexy red motorcycle,

and then takes a step past to grab a fistful of dream Itsuki's yukata like he's two seconds away from wringing his neck --]


Off.

[GET OFF!!! THE BIKE!!! BINCH!!!!]
nightchild: (how the fck does itsuki see)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-11-12 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
[imagine i shifted the genre of this cute thread into horror and this becomes Us,

There's still a furrow between Itsuki's brows even as dream Itsuki fades away, a tension in his shoulders and in the hand Buzen's holding, though it eases some at his touch.

it's still there though, evident in the way he keeps glaring at where dream Itsuki was, like he's thinking of summoning him back so he can really kick his own ass. the least of what he deserves after KISSING BUZEN? (buzen kissed him)]


...I don't like it. [OBVIOUSLY?] Seeing someone so close to you who isn't me.

[he will accept the gous and roxana but that's his limit, he cannot accept HIMSELF APPARENTLY?]
nightchild: (>////>)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-11-12 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
[is tugged...

He turns his gaze to Buzen. The confusion on Buzen's face lessens some of that sharp, hostile feeling in his chest. He cups Buzen's face in his hands.]


...I won't give you up to anyone. Even if it's dream me.

[...]

Especially if it's dream me.
nightchild: (interesting. . . .)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-11-12 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
[itsuki is truly angy cat right now

but not so angy cat that he can't kiss Buzen back, with maybe a little more fervor than usual, as if he has to stake his claim (soots itsuki). he doesn't even pull back to answer buzen properly, instead he mumbles his reply against buzen's lips,]


I felt this mad when that girl gave you her number, and when you met that guy during the races. ...I just hid it better then.

I know it's silly... But I can't really help it.
nightchild: (takes him out at the kneecaps)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-11-12 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
[...he squeezes Buzen into his arms. he is no longer angy cat... how can he when Buzen is so sweet and sincere?]

...It's okay. I've learned that I'll always feel this jealous. But I'll deal with it no matter what, as long as I get to be with you...

['deal with it']
nightchild: (he's either judgin or smiling)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-11-12 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
[itsuki looks a little rueful, because the last thing he wants is to make Buzen feel bad???? especially for itsuki's own insane feelings???]

And you did. You gave me so much of your attention today. You made me happy.

Plus, I thought you were pretty cute when you were talking to that little girl... I liked seeing that a lot.
nightchild: (masamune kills him in this cg)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-11-12 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
[imagine i jumpscared u with a tag about how 'itsuki is also insanely jealous of children except he keeps it a secret from buzen'

instead he tilts his head to enjoy buzen's kissu,]


Yeah...? [he's smiling, oh no] I did fall asleep too soon... And we were interrupted a couple of times...

[...]

Let's finish your ride together first. I want to sit behind you this time...

[that's his place!!!!! not dream itsuki!!!!]
nightchild: (and sometimes he's not)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-11-13 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
[STOP HE'S NOT THAT UNHINGED(?)

anyway god help him he keeps alluding to banging and it always flies over buzen's head and itsuki never learns his lesson, probably because he's never upset that it does? he just thinks it's cute. just like how buzen scoops him up is cute, even if it is also embarrassing... this position will never not make him flush a little, GOD HELP HIM]


You don't have to pretend to be jealous right now... It's hard when there's no reason to be.

[itsuki continues not to be self aware, he will snuggle against Buzen's neck though,]
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[personal profile] nightchild 2022-11-14 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
[Itsuki immediately feels a doki at Buzen's attempt at being jealous, even if it's not really jealousy and more Buzen being incredibly charming and cute. The idea of a needy Buzen is so incredible that it's giving him ideas, which are fortunately interrupted once they get to their destination. Itsuki follows suit and slides off his helmet, though his eyes, for once, stay riveted on a subject that is not Buzen, and is instead...]

This is...

[!!! he immediately gets off the bike so he can take a closer look at that familiar door, the outside garden...

he's a little gobsmacked at getting to see it again that he fails to say anything else, just stands there and looks at it with big ole eyes]
nightchild: (ojou-san :)))))

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-11-14 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
...It's wonderful.

[Itsuki says, as he stands on the threshold of this home that he remembers being so surprised to get and so touched to receive. The look on his face as he turns to Buzen is still so full of wonder and he pauses for a moment, as if to gather the right words to express this soft and tender feeling in his chest.

That he's always made so many things for others. That he's never had anyone make anything for him, in real life or in his dreams.]


I didn't think I'd miss it so much. [this house, and] The prism. But seeing it now... It's really nostalgic.

[so much that it hurts a little, but the good kind]
nightchild: (is this the face of a liar)

[personal profile] nightchild 2022-11-14 07:00 am (UTC)(link)
[He's grateful for the offer, and it's evident in the way he smiles and leans in to kiss him,]

Like a reunion? I'd like that a lot... Though only if they want to. They're probably busy with their lives too.

[Itsuki had a terribly painful, but also incredibly happy experience there, but he knows that's not universal. Also, just because itsuki became a malewife with no job doesn't mean everyone else did??? But he clearly likes thinking about it,]

Even if no one else can make it... I'd like to visit one more time with you, and Shuu-kun and Yasu-kun -- if they want to tag along.

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