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[sOMEBODY HELP HIM
why the fuck are the rest of knights never here when tsukasa feels like he's experiencing a crisis with leo. except admittedly he thinks this one is a little too straightforward for leo not to understand which is why this is a struggle and
yeah there's a blank stare for a while.]
Or don't try to break in in the first place...! Leader, why aren't you listening to me? If this doesn't work out, then we'll have to keep going back to your house and encounter the issue with Ruka-sama again...?!
[nice tsukasa, playing dirty by using the little sister
he's still such a fumbling chessmaster]
why the fuck are the rest of knights never here when tsukasa feels like he's experiencing a crisis with leo. except admittedly he thinks this one is a little too straightforward for leo not to understand which is why this is a struggle and
yeah there's a blank stare for a while.]
Or don't try to break in in the first place...! Leader, why aren't you listening to me? If this doesn't work out, then we'll have to keep going back to your house and encounter the issue with Ruka-sama again...?!
[nice tsukasa, playing dirty by using the little sister
he's still such a fumbling chessmaster]
[it almost feels like he's drowning.
in this moment there's nothing that he can think about besides leo, whether it's the taste of leo on his tongue or the way that leo feels around him or the way that some part of him still aches and needs to have leo impossibly closer and closer, as if none of this will ever quite be enough to satisfy the need that tsukasa feels for his mad king.
every kiss that leo requests is given immediately, as if tsukasa couldn't stand to resist giving him anything. leo could ask for the world and tsukasa would try to deliver it on a silver platter. perhaps it's the lust and the love mingling a bit too much in his head, clouding his judgment, but some part of him thinks that this is simply how it feels to be so in love that judgment stops mattering or making sense]
Mm, Leo....
[he breathes out in the space between them before pressing their lips together again, taking the receptive behavior as a sign that it's alright to move, to give in to what he's been aching for all night. his hips rock back before thrusting forward, plunging into leo's heat again as tsukasa's breath and heart both stutter
everything, he'd said. he'll give leo everything.]
in this moment there's nothing that he can think about besides leo, whether it's the taste of leo on his tongue or the way that leo feels around him or the way that some part of him still aches and needs to have leo impossibly closer and closer, as if none of this will ever quite be enough to satisfy the need that tsukasa feels for his mad king.
every kiss that leo requests is given immediately, as if tsukasa couldn't stand to resist giving him anything. leo could ask for the world and tsukasa would try to deliver it on a silver platter. perhaps it's the lust and the love mingling a bit too much in his head, clouding his judgment, but some part of him thinks that this is simply how it feels to be so in love that judgment stops mattering or making sense]
Mm, Leo....
[he breathes out in the space between them before pressing their lips together again, taking the receptive behavior as a sign that it's alright to move, to give in to what he's been aching for all night. his hips rock back before thrusting forward, plunging into leo's heat again as tsukasa's breath and heart both stutter
everything, he'd said. he'll give leo everything.]
[ what the fook don't drag his sister into this, this horrible boyfriend-
-except it works, because leo straightens his back and looks absolutely troubled by that fact for a whole 2 seconds because having ruka's crush rubbed in her face like that is not! not what he wants!
they were aiming to avoid that and it's true what tsukasa says, if they take risks they'll just throw that situation right back into ruka's face-
so, he relents. ]
Ahh, Right, right... That's no good! It's so plain, but - if it's for Ruka...
[ he'll wALK IN THROUGH THE FRONT DOOR AND BE A GOOD BEAN, NOT TAKE RISKS
let's pause the bitching from tsukasa's checkmate for a moment so he can actually make a serious addendum here- ]
... Maybe I should talk to her about it, too...
-except it works, because leo straightens his back and looks absolutely troubled by that fact for a whole 2 seconds because having ruka's crush rubbed in her face like that is not! not what he wants!
they were aiming to avoid that and it's true what tsukasa says, if they take risks they'll just throw that situation right back into ruka's face-
so, he relents. ]
Ahh, Right, right... That's no good! It's so plain, but - if it's for Ruka...
[ he'll wALK IN THROUGH THE FRONT DOOR AND BE A GOOD BEAN, NOT TAKE RISKS
let's pause the bitching from tsukasa's checkmate for a moment so he can actually make a serious addendum here- ]
... Maybe I should talk to her about it, too...
[oh.
yeah he didn't expect that to actually work out how it did. he looks a little bit surprised before schooling his expression back into something neutral and serious, nodding along with it
(even though he also kind of wants to question why his leader is so relenting for his little sister but not for his boyfriend, why the fuck)
whatever]
What would you say...?
[no he's genuinely curious, leo is such a doting big brother how could this possibly go. he kind of wonders if ruka will frown a little and then leo will just hand tsukasa over]
yeah he didn't expect that to actually work out how it did. he looks a little bit surprised before schooling his expression back into something neutral and serious, nodding along with it
(even though he also kind of wants to question why his leader is so relenting for his little sister but not for his boyfriend, why the fuck)
whatever]
What would you say...?
[no he's genuinely curious, leo is such a doting big brother how could this possibly go. he kind of wonders if ruka will frown a little and then leo will just hand tsukasa over]
[ ( because ruka is cute and pure and tsukasa is not but anyway - )
honestly, leo isn't. quite sure how to answer that question? he said "maybe i should talk to her" and the maybe was already hint enough that he hadn't thought as far as he usually does about these things, which is not at all -
- and usually, yes, he's pretty good with all those spur-of-the-moment sayings because saying what needs to be said isn't really that difficult at all, except it's ruka. so. ]
That's pretty nosy of you, huh, Tsu? What if I said that was a secret?
[ he starts, light at first, until his playful smile relaxes into something softer. ]
Nope, nope, just kidding. It concerns you, so it's not like I'm not gonna answer... [ and it's tsukasa, anyway - he can spoil him sometimes ] ... Mm, probably something like I get it?
[ maybe it'll end with the tsukinagas having a sleepover and secretly talking about tsukasa's good features but it's not like leo'd ever admit to doing that. not that he's pulling an izumi, but. ]
It'd change on what Ruka wants to say, or what she's thinking... I think.
[ but he's actually not giving tsuk...asa up... so...
not that tsukasa's property to give up or anything ]
honestly, leo isn't. quite sure how to answer that question? he said "maybe i should talk to her" and the maybe was already hint enough that he hadn't thought as far as he usually does about these things, which is not at all -
- and usually, yes, he's pretty good with all those spur-of-the-moment sayings because saying what needs to be said isn't really that difficult at all, except it's ruka. so. ]
That's pretty nosy of you, huh, Tsu? What if I said that was a secret?
[ he starts, light at first, until his playful smile relaxes into something softer. ]
Nope, nope, just kidding. It concerns you, so it's not like I'm not gonna answer... [ and it's tsukasa, anyway - he can spoil him sometimes ] ... Mm, probably something like I get it?
[ maybe it'll end with the tsukinagas having a sleepover and secretly talking about tsukasa's good features but it's not like leo'd ever admit to doing that. not that he's pulling an izumi, but. ]
It'd change on what Ruka wants to say, or what she's thinking... I think.
[ but he's actually not giving tsuk...asa up... so...
not that tsukasa's property to give up or anything ]
You always play with things that are very serious matters... Though I suppose if anyone would be best equipped to handle that, it would be Ruka-sama.
[she's cute as hell but also dealt with Leo for a lot longer than Tsukasa ever has.
Still, he listens thoughtfully and something warm blooms in his chest when Leo says 'I get it' and he finds himself shaking his head almost fondly. Almost. Ahh, his Leader could be so frustrating and yet sweet sometimes. without even trying? that really managed to make it worse.
but worse still manages to be relative, because tsukasa finds himself intertwining his fingers with leo's and scooting over to sit closer to him regardless.]
Mm, I'm curious what she's thinking too, but I suppose this is a matter best left between siblings? I wouldn't know...
But - regardless of what she says or thinks, I hope... this won't change?
['this' being another word for 'us'...]
[she's cute as hell but also dealt with Leo for a lot longer than Tsukasa ever has.
Still, he listens thoughtfully and something warm blooms in his chest when Leo says 'I get it' and he finds himself shaking his head almost fondly. Almost. Ahh, his Leader could be so frustrating and yet sweet sometimes. without even trying? that really managed to make it worse.
but worse still manages to be relative, because tsukasa finds himself intertwining his fingers with leo's and scooting over to sit closer to him regardless.]
Mm, I'm curious what she's thinking too, but I suppose this is a matter best left between siblings? I wouldn't know...
But - regardless of what she says or thinks, I hope... this won't change?
['this' being another word for 'us'...]
Anything she's gonna tell me is staying in the depths between my imagination and reality, okay? What you get... that's up to her.
[ there's that warning.
if ruka felt like she had things to say (whether they be to tsukasa or otherwise) once leo made it apparent that there was an awareness of her small tells, he wasn't going to tell her no. he'll support her to do what she feels is best for her? that's just how it was.
maybe he'll know. maybe he won't.
to tsukasa's other words, however... he's far more certain about the outcome of those, as he gives their intertwined fingers a gentle squeeze. he smiles, calm, in that rare way of his when he's both settled and fond. ]
The answer to that last one's up to us, though! And... [ tsukasa scoots closer, and leo meets him halfway, scooting too. then, he brings tsukasa's hand to settle over his chest - it's not as if his heartbeat can be felt through his hoodie, just - leo's all about illustrating the point through action, too. ] So long as what's here's still singing the same, we'll be the same.
[ wait, that sounds stagnant. they're always blooming, inspiring, shifting, so - ]
Or, well... moving in the same way! Up? Forward? Diagonally? Wherever you like! [ ... ] Except that kinda counts as changing...? But if we both change together, maybe not at all. I love you, Tsuu - you don't need to ask if the roots of that'll ever change, 'cause they won't, wahaha! I'm not playing around with this "serious matter" - ☆
[ ah yes, said so shamelessly.
with such love crammed into the syllables, because if he doesn't let those feelings out of his chest eventually, he'll drown in them. ]
[ there's that warning.
if ruka felt like she had things to say (whether they be to tsukasa or otherwise) once leo made it apparent that there was an awareness of her small tells, he wasn't going to tell her no. he'll support her to do what she feels is best for her? that's just how it was.
maybe he'll know. maybe he won't.
to tsukasa's other words, however... he's far more certain about the outcome of those, as he gives their intertwined fingers a gentle squeeze. he smiles, calm, in that rare way of his when he's both settled and fond. ]
The answer to that last one's up to us, though! And... [ tsukasa scoots closer, and leo meets him halfway, scooting too. then, he brings tsukasa's hand to settle over his chest - it's not as if his heartbeat can be felt through his hoodie, just - leo's all about illustrating the point through action, too. ] So long as what's here's still singing the same, we'll be the same.
[ wait, that sounds stagnant. they're always blooming, inspiring, shifting, so - ]
Or, well... moving in the same way! Up? Forward? Diagonally? Wherever you like! [ ... ] Except that kinda counts as changing...? But if we both change together, maybe not at all. I love you, Tsuu - you don't need to ask if the roots of that'll ever change, 'cause they won't, wahaha! I'm not playing around with this "serious matter" - ☆
[ ah yes, said so shamelessly.
with such love crammed into the syllables, because if he doesn't let those feelings out of his chest eventually, he'll drown in them. ]
Mm, I know. A gentleman wouldn't want to hear second-hand information anyway. Once you speak with her, if she is willing, I'd like to speak with Ruka-sama myself.
[because that's the polite thing to do and if nothing else, Tsukasa tries very hard to be polite. mostly to young ladies. but that's probably what got them in this predicament in the first place--
not that that's what he's thinking when leo does
well. his leo thing.
and it's the same leo thing that managed to ensnare Tsukasa in the first place before Ruka even stood a chance, before... anyone else even stood a chance really. it's embarrassing but Tsukasa lets his hand be guided even as he feels his face turn into something embarrassed and disgruntled all at once.
leo just happens to be So Much All the Time.]
W-Well, you shouldn't play around with any serious matters....!
[but I'm glad that you take me seriously.
(he always has been.)
but Tsukasa's shaking his head, his mouth in the shape of a frown even though his cheeks are most certainly red]
I can't imagine that anything would change us so drastically that this wouldn't be possible anymore... [that there's a scenario in which he could be without leo in this way, now that he's gotten a taste of it] At the very least, we can agree on that.
[because that's the polite thing to do and if nothing else, Tsukasa tries very hard to be polite. mostly to young ladies. but that's probably what got them in this predicament in the first place--
not that that's what he's thinking when leo does
well. his leo thing.
and it's the same leo thing that managed to ensnare Tsukasa in the first place before Ruka even stood a chance, before... anyone else even stood a chance really. it's embarrassing but Tsukasa lets his hand be guided even as he feels his face turn into something embarrassed and disgruntled all at once.
leo just happens to be So Much All the Time.]
W-Well, you shouldn't play around with any serious matters....!
[but I'm glad that you take me seriously.
(he always has been.)
but Tsukasa's shaking his head, his mouth in the shape of a frown even though his cheeks are most certainly red]
I can't imagine that anything would change us so drastically that this wouldn't be possible anymore... [that there's a scenario in which he could be without leo in this way, now that he's gotten a taste of it] At the very least, we can agree on that.
[ ppfft. and now tsukasa's displaying the same traits that nabbed this whirlwind of a king. the earnestness, the care he takes, the way tsukasa gets flustered easily even though he, too, can pull some sort of command, which wouldn't make you think that -
- he's red and leo's free hand trails up to tsukasa's cheek, because, yes, he's Too Much All The Time and that means falling into this love all over again. simple-minded, see, and he could respond to everything that tsukasa's saying but, you know, that can come later and right now -
right now he's just really in love, so excuse him if he wants to lean in for a kiss?
tsukasa's careful with ruka, tsukasa agrees that what they have is so impossibly large that letting go seems like a possibility even outside leo's imagination? not that he'd ever think up of anything like that, anyway.
there's no room for that, anyhow. no time to craft impossible, grand scenarios, not when right now the only thing on his mind is i love you, i love you, i love you- ]
- he's red and leo's free hand trails up to tsukasa's cheek, because, yes, he's Too Much All The Time and that means falling into this love all over again. simple-minded, see, and he could respond to everything that tsukasa's saying but, you know, that can come later and right now -
right now he's just really in love, so excuse him if he wants to lean in for a kiss?
tsukasa's careful with ruka, tsukasa agrees that what they have is so impossibly large that letting go seems like a possibility even outside leo's imagination? not that he'd ever think up of anything like that, anyway.
there's no room for that, anyhow. no time to craft impossible, grand scenarios, not when right now the only thing on his mind is i love you, i love you, i love you- ]
[ well, it's not like leo and tsukasa are perfect. they have arguments sometimes. everyone fights. big ones are rare, sure, but it's mostly the small, petty ones that rise up now and again - where leo gets too absorbed in whatever or teeny annoyances and eccentric habits build into something that gets someone slightly pouty.
they don't last long.
leo's quick to both forgive and apologize - he loves tsukasa too much to be either the source or target of any minor anger, and letting things fester was never part of his personality type.
so, it's been a whole twenty two point five minutes! leo lasts a whole twenty two point five minutes, giving tsukasa a little bit of time that he fills with working (finishing) on a piece commissioned from him... before he moves from the study to their room, where tsukasa's likely relaxing in bed.
was likely relaxing in bed, anyway, because the moment leo makes his way in carefully he's flopping forward to lay his upper half on the empty space in front of tsukasa, his legs dangling.
and, with his brow furrowed: ]
Tsssuuuu. Are you still mad?
[ he didn't mean to eat the fucking cake you were saving in the fridge or something just forGIVE HIM ]
they don't last long.
leo's quick to both forgive and apologize - he loves tsukasa too much to be either the source or target of any minor anger, and letting things fester was never part of his personality type.
so, it's been a whole twenty two point five minutes! leo lasts a whole twenty two point five minutes, giving tsukasa a little bit of time that he fills with working (finishing) on a piece commissioned from him... before he moves from the study to their room, where tsukasa's likely relaxing in bed.
was likely relaxing in bed, anyway, because the moment leo makes his way in carefully he's flopping forward to lay his upper half on the empty space in front of tsukasa, his legs dangling.
and, with his brow furrowed: ]
Tsssuuuu. Are you still mad?
[ he didn't mean to eat the fucking cake you were saving in the fridge or something just forGIVE HIM ]
[no, it's not a big fight.
it's nothing worthy of a Duel at least - or even one of them threatening a Duel, as they sometimes do - but it's worthy of Tsukasa growing rather irritated, he thinks. and he also thinks that he's entitled to time alone and away from Leo when he's annoyed with him?
don't get him wrong. he loves Leo.
he loves Leo so much that his heart aches with it, that given enough time away he'll end up coming back on his own probably, but he rarely (if ever) actually manages to reach that point because
well. because Leo is like this.
Tsukasa had been laying on his stomach reading (a script, a novel, a score - does it really matter?) and the sudden appearance of his beloved in front of him registers on his radar. it does. it's a little impossible not to notice Leo, that's sort of just the relationship that they've had since the very beginning. but also.
also that was his cake, you asshole.
which is why Tsukasa doesn't answer, doesn't even look up from his reading. he actually just sort of rolls over onto his side now, reading still in his hands. he doesn't even seem to acknowledge that Leo said a goddamn thing.
so you know, there's that.]
it's nothing worthy of a Duel at least - or even one of them threatening a Duel, as they sometimes do - but it's worthy of Tsukasa growing rather irritated, he thinks. and he also thinks that he's entitled to time alone and away from Leo when he's annoyed with him?
don't get him wrong. he loves Leo.
he loves Leo so much that his heart aches with it, that given enough time away he'll end up coming back on his own probably, but he rarely (if ever) actually manages to reach that point because
well. because Leo is like this.
Tsukasa had been laying on his stomach reading (a script, a novel, a score - does it really matter?) and the sudden appearance of his beloved in front of him registers on his radar. it does. it's a little impossible not to notice Leo, that's sort of just the relationship that they've had since the very beginning. but also.
also that was his cake, you asshole.
which is why Tsukasa doesn't answer, doesn't even look up from his reading. he actually just sort of rolls over onto his side now, reading still in his hands. he doesn't even seem to acknowledge that Leo said a goddamn thing.
so you know, there's that.]
[ sheesh. that gets leo's frown to deepen, an unpleasant fluttering in his chest at being ignored (isn't he the one that used to do that all the time?), even if he's still aware that this isn't a big fight. but, you know, leo's just this way - and seeing tsukasa displeased is actually the absolute worst. that feeling doubles when tsukasa's displeased because of him.
see, he would've gone out to buy another cake but it was late enough that everywhere of note was closed, and if he was going to get a replacement he'd get an exact replacement anyway. what point was there to correcting his careless, inspiration-driven mistake if he wasn't going to completely correct it?
maybe he can m...ake it? but he'd also rather do that together with tsukasa, too, so that's also a bust.
he takes a moment, hesitates, then shifts a little closer. ]
Mmm... I should've definitely started with sorry, huh...? Look, I'm sorry - [ and then a hand, outstretched to poke lightly at tsukasa's side as a little call for attention. ] That was a totally selfish thing I did, but I'll definitely get you an exact copy of that cake...! Is that okay, Tsu?
[ another soft poke. ]
see, he would've gone out to buy another cake but it was late enough that everywhere of note was closed, and if he was going to get a replacement he'd get an exact replacement anyway. what point was there to correcting his careless, inspiration-driven mistake if he wasn't going to completely correct it?
maybe he can m...ake it? but he'd also rather do that together with tsukasa, too, so that's also a bust.
he takes a moment, hesitates, then shifts a little closer. ]
Mmm... I should've definitely started with sorry, huh...? Look, I'm sorry - [ and then a hand, outstretched to poke lightly at tsukasa's side as a little call for attention. ] That was a totally selfish thing I did, but I'll definitely get you an exact copy of that cake...! Is that okay, Tsu?
[ another soft poke. ]
[well, if nothing else, it's hard to stay displeased with leo when he's so sincere about everything.
tsukasa doesn't even doubt that leo would be able to get an exact copy of the cake, probably put it in the exact same spot that it occupied in the fridge too. that sounds like the type of lengths that leo would go to in order to make something up for tsukasa and - honestly, that's sweet.
but tsukasa still wasn't really expecting that poke?
so he shifts a little uncomfortably and suddenly at first, even as he's rolling over to look back at leo after having shivers sent up and down his spine.
maybe he's a little ticklish there? whatever, listen - ]
It's... better.
[take your small victories, leo]
tsukasa doesn't even doubt that leo would be able to get an exact copy of the cake, probably put it in the exact same spot that it occupied in the fridge too. that sounds like the type of lengths that leo would go to in order to make something up for tsukasa and - honestly, that's sweet.
but tsukasa still wasn't really expecting that poke?
so he shifts a little uncomfortably and suddenly at first, even as he's rolling over to look back at leo after having shivers sent up and down his spine.
maybe he's a little ticklish there? whatever, listen - ]
It's... better.
[take your small victories, leo]
[ it's a step! and mostly now he can look at tsukasa, which is more than enough to get leo's uncertain expression into something that's more like usual - that is, a wide smile, brilliant and unabashed. he can see tsukasa's face now, and that's wonderful?
not that it being better is going to stop him from fixing his mistake anyway, but the "better" seems to be enough for him to come even closer, hand brushing tsukasa's side. did he notice that bit of squirming, and did he correctly associate it with the unintentional tickling?
who the heck knows.
maybe he's just needy and touchy, considering his next words. ]
I'm glad! [ incredibly. definitely taking that small victory. ] I'll make it one hundred percent better in the morning, so... I missed you. I can say that, right?
[ he says, like it hasn't only been twenty two point five minutes. ]
not that it being better is going to stop him from fixing his mistake anyway, but the "better" seems to be enough for him to come even closer, hand brushing tsukasa's side. did he notice that bit of squirming, and did he correctly associate it with the unintentional tickling?
who the heck knows.
maybe he's just needy and touchy, considering his next words. ]
I'm glad! [ incredibly. definitely taking that small victory. ] I'll make it one hundred percent better in the morning, so... I missed you. I can say that, right?
[ he says, like it hasn't only been twenty two point five minutes. ]
[yeah honestly leo can't really say that, no.
but rather the definitely dignified and haughty response that's resting on tsukasa's tongue, the hand brushing at his side manages to elicit a noise that is a little less than dignified from him - somewhere in between a short laugh and a grumble of frustration
yet even then, in his attempt to shift and get away from Leo's hand, it actually brings him closer to Leo himself
does he even realize this grand strategy
is there even a grand strategy here]
Leader—
[PLEASE
a huff.]
It's barely been any time at all? What are you even saying....
but rather the definitely dignified and haughty response that's resting on tsukasa's tongue, the hand brushing at his side manages to elicit a noise that is a little less than dignified from him - somewhere in between a short laugh and a grumble of frustration
yet even then, in his attempt to shift and get away from Leo's hand, it actually brings him closer to Leo himself
does he even realize this grand strategy
is there even a grand strategy here]
Leader—
[PLEASE
a huff.]
It's barely been any time at all? What are you even saying....
[ again, who the fook knows. but considering leo's hand follows tsukasa's retreating side, and there's something like a mischievous sparkle in his eyes, the corner of his lips quirking, it's - it's definitely leaning more towards an intentional action.
now, at least.
whether it bringing tsukasa closer is an intended side effect is a whole other thing. not that it isn't anything but a win win either way. ]
Time's relative! Even ten seconds can feel like a day if you're waiting, you know? If you take it how it is it hasn't been long, but not every hour's the same, not really... ♪ Get it, Suo~?
[ maybe he's actually making a point
maybe he's babbling to distract tsukasa with a "the fuck does that even mean, leo" part two, so he can take the opportunity to poke his side with a little more purpose
for science and all.
he's definitely transparent here, there's no hiding it now. ]
now, at least.
whether it bringing tsukasa closer is an intended side effect is a whole other thing. not that it isn't anything but a win win either way. ]
Time's relative! Even ten seconds can feel like a day if you're waiting, you know? If you take it how it is it hasn't been long, but not every hour's the same, not really... ♪ Get it, Suo~?
[ maybe he's actually making a point
maybe he's babbling to distract tsukasa with a "the fuck does that even mean, leo" part two, so he can take the opportunity to poke his side with a little more purpose
for science and all.
he's definitely transparent here, there's no hiding it now. ]
[oh lordy he hates you]
No I - ahah - don't...! And stop that!
[Tsukasa, if you want to be understood, maybe don't say the most important part of your message in another language?
Still though it has him squirming and he doesn't realize that it's bringing him closer to Leo until he's bumping right into him again, shoulder to shoulder. Now's the time for glaring and irritation and it sure is not a fun night to be Suou Tsukasa because apparently his boyfriend feels like Torturing Him.]
No I - ahah - don't...! And stop that!
[Tsukasa, if you want to be understood, maybe don't say the most important part of your message in another language?
Still though it has him squirming and he doesn't realize that it's bringing him closer to Leo until he's bumping right into him again, shoulder to shoulder. Now's the time for glaring and irritation and it sure is not a fun night to be Suou Tsukasa because apparently his boyfriend feels like Torturing Him.]
[senseless.
there's some part of Tsukasa that wants to roll his eyes because that definitely isn't even close to a verbal answer or any sort of natural response. he thinks that since they're talking about Ruka, maybe Leo would be a little bit more focused but pulling Leo back down to earth continues to prove just as impossible of a task as usual.
so here's Tsukasa, shaking his head - admittedly fondly - for just a moment until he leans into meet Leo anyway.
because Tsukasa is weak to his Leader, that's something that's always been a fact, and so answering that movement for a kiss is easy, pressing their lips together is easy, and a soft, vague hum is easy.
being with Leo is easy.
though at the same time he can't let it all go so simply, of course not. so when he does pull away, his brow is furrowed despite the fact that his cheeks are pink and he questions:]
Did you hear anything that I said?
[like really]
there's some part of Tsukasa that wants to roll his eyes because that definitely isn't even close to a verbal answer or any sort of natural response. he thinks that since they're talking about Ruka, maybe Leo would be a little bit more focused but pulling Leo back down to earth continues to prove just as impossible of a task as usual.
so here's Tsukasa, shaking his head - admittedly fondly - for just a moment until he leans into meet Leo anyway.
because Tsukasa is weak to his Leader, that's something that's always been a fact, and so answering that movement for a kiss is easy, pressing their lips together is easy, and a soft, vague hum is easy.
being with Leo is easy.
though at the same time he can't let it all go so simply, of course not. so when he does pull away, his brow is furrowed despite the fact that his cheeks are pink and he questions:]
Did you hear anything that I said?
[like really]
[ sorry that went in ear and out the other nani the fuck is english. except this is the asshole that screeches out guten morgen at ass o' clock in the morning so it's not like he can talk about being unintelligible
anyway, it's the funnest night to be Suou Tsukasa! blessed as he is to be beside a Leo who's now near-cackling, shameless and chipper, now that his completely-subtle scheme has been unraveled. this trainwreck takes the opportunity now to shift his position, maneuvering himself so his arm can reach around in something like a hug.
yeah, now he's just outright pulling tsukasa closer like a loser
at least he's not tickling anymore ]
Wahahaha! You're almost like an instrument right now, Suo! A touch, then a sound... Not bad, not bad.
[ what is wrong with this man
but now you know he's just going to move to try and get on top of tsukasa, placing both of his hands on the sides of his poor victim's head. like a barbarian. that'll help the irritation. but isn't it so nice how he's, like, literally sparkling?
no, it's probably really not. ]
Hey, do you know that's one of my favorite sounds? Your laugh, I mean. So... yeah! You'd be one I use in a lot of songs, Suo!
[ and then that sparkling just seems to dissipate as he realizes something. yeah, that nice loving stare into tsukasa's eyes is just going to be replaced with a blink and then stare forward onto the wall because- ]
Wait...! Wait... You sing in them so I guess I already do? Ahahaha!
[ back to sparkling. yeah tsukasa didn't get what he just said before but leo obviously doesn't care as he just moves on to more confusing things
fuck you newbie! ]
anyway, it's the funnest night to be Suou Tsukasa! blessed as he is to be beside a Leo who's now near-cackling, shameless and chipper, now that his completely-subtle scheme has been unraveled. this trainwreck takes the opportunity now to shift his position, maneuvering himself so his arm can reach around in something like a hug.
yeah, now he's just outright pulling tsukasa closer like a loser
at least he's not tickling anymore ]
Wahahaha! You're almost like an instrument right now, Suo! A touch, then a sound... Not bad, not bad.
[ what is wrong with this man
but now you know he's just going to move to try and get on top of tsukasa, placing both of his hands on the sides of his poor victim's head. like a barbarian. that'll help the irritation. but isn't it so nice how he's, like, literally sparkling?
no, it's probably really not. ]
Hey, do you know that's one of my favorite sounds? Your laugh, I mean. So... yeah! You'd be one I use in a lot of songs, Suo!
[ and then that sparkling just seems to dissipate as he realizes something. yeah, that nice loving stare into tsukasa's eyes is just going to be replaced with a blink and then stare forward onto the wall because- ]
Wait...! Wait... You sing in them so I guess I already do? Ahahaha!
[ back to sparkling. yeah tsukasa didn't get what he just said before but leo obviously doesn't care as he just moves on to more confusing things
fuck you newbie! ]
[true, the tickling is over and that, at least, is something that Tsukasa will call a win. temporary as it probably is, even as he's being pulled back closer to Leo and some part of him is definitely staring at the wall because why is that a thing. why is his small leader and boyfriend still capable of pulling him around, it's the worst.
right next to the way that he climbs all over Tsukasa like a jungle gym, settling himself on top of him and still managing to have that stupid happy sparkle in his eyes and
Tsukasa is going to just take the paper that's in his hands from his reading and shove it in Leo's face for a moment because he's irritated still and Leo is a moron that he's in love with but also so stupid]
Even you must realize that your words went in circles, right?
[though he'll still pull back his hand and let the papers flutter off to the side as he looks up at Leo and raises a brow, followed by a sigh]
It's a given that if you create action in the world that's directed at me, there must be a reaction, you know? Don't make it into anything so far-fetched...
right next to the way that he climbs all over Tsukasa like a jungle gym, settling himself on top of him and still managing to have that stupid happy sparkle in his eyes and
Tsukasa is going to just take the paper that's in his hands from his reading and shove it in Leo's face for a moment because he's irritated still and Leo is a moron that he's in love with but also so stupid]
Even you must realize that your words went in circles, right?
[though he'll still pull back his hand and let the papers flutter off to the side as he looks up at Leo and raises a brow, followed by a sigh]
It's a given that if you create action in the world that's directed at me, there must be a reaction, you know? Don't make it into anything so far-fetched...
[ there's some unintelligible babbling when tsukasa shoves the paper in leo's face; that's both a blessing and... really not much different than the rambling that comes out of this disaster's mouth on a regular basis.
it doesn't sound like any sort of disappointed or annoyed ranting, at least. more amused than anything else, though it certainly doesn't match the expression on his face when the paper is removed and tsukasa's next words come.
something so... far-fetched? tsukasa is telling leo tsukinaga, king of aliens and disappearing acts (not so much anymore) and Bullshit--
--business as usual. ]
Huh...? Action, reaction?
[ eyebrows furrow, lips press together, and then leo is leaning back and cocking his head slightly to the side. it's as if the miracle that is Common Sense has short circuited him. ]
Ahh... And don't make it into something so simple, Tsu. Making it an absolute like that really doesn't describe it well at all... That's dull, that's really dull!
[ and somehow saying instrument shit does don't question this ]
it doesn't sound like any sort of disappointed or annoyed ranting, at least. more amused than anything else, though it certainly doesn't match the expression on his face when the paper is removed and tsukasa's next words come.
something so... far-fetched? tsukasa is telling leo tsukinaga, king of aliens and disappearing acts (not so much anymore) and Bullshit--
--business as usual. ]
Huh...? Action, reaction?
[ eyebrows furrow, lips press together, and then leo is leaning back and cocking his head slightly to the side. it's as if the miracle that is Common Sense has short circuited him. ]
Ahh... And don't make it into something so simple, Tsu. Making it an absolute like that really doesn't describe it well at all... That's dull, that's really dull!
[ and somehow saying instrument shit does don't question this ]
[ what's the possibility of leo "human disaster" tsukinaga causing an unnecessary scene in a hospital with a broken arm? pretty high, probably -- high enough that honorary nagging mother izumi was trying his best to keep him confined and contained, but apparently not high enough that leo couldn't get away.
maybe he'll end up getting into another fist fight, breaking his other arm. maybe he'll end up throwing up music notes all over the walls.
... maybe he just ends up walking past the vending machine with a red-headed person in front of it, and he stops. leo's naturally curious about things that strike his interest, single-minded as he is at times, and somehow this does.
for a number of reasons.
hope you didn't mind the weirdo approaching suddenly, leaning over with a brow raised. ]
Heyyy, most people punch the thing when it goes munch with their money, you know? [ says the guy in an arm sling ] Burning holes in the glass with your eyes isn't doing anything, unless you're checking out your hairdo! Wahaha! ☆
maybe he'll end up getting into another fist fight, breaking his other arm. maybe he'll end up throwing up music notes all over the walls.
... maybe he just ends up walking past the vending machine with a red-headed person in front of it, and he stops. leo's naturally curious about things that strike his interest, single-minded as he is at times, and somehow this does.
for a number of reasons.
hope you didn't mind the weirdo approaching suddenly, leaning over with a brow raised. ]
Heyyy, most people punch the thing when it goes munch with their money, you know? [ says the guy in an arm sling ] Burning holes in the glass with your eyes isn't doing anything, unless you're checking out your hairdo! Wahaha! ☆
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