[is it bad that Tsukasa knows exactly what Leo's listening to?
is it bad that it makes the feeling in his chest, makes it squeeze his heart almost painfully? please welcome me home, my lord he'd asked that day and Leo hadn't let him down ever since. each and every passing day, the worries had disappeared. Even though Leo had a history of running, even though he would call himself a coward, he'd never been anything but reliable to Tsukasa.
he'd be so very, very good to Tsukasa.
which is probably why in this moment where he feels vulnerable - way too open, too raw, too exposed, too young - it's Leo that he's looking for. and even though Tsukasa had his moments of being a terrible upstart, of minor acts of questioning and defiance, he'd not the type to disobey a direct command from his leader. so he'll take the spot where the papers once were. He'll take his spot next to Leo.
Leo, who is right there, who is patient and kind and infuriating and sometimes makes Tsukasa want to yell and kiss him senseless all in the same annoying breath and -
this weak, confused Tsukasa who can only rest his forehead against Leo's shoulder once he's sitting next to him, hiding his face in an act that's far more childish than he wants to admit but- ]
I know.
[ - but right now he doesn't know left from right, doesn't know what he's supposed to do or what's expected of him.
What he does know is that Leo is Right Here and there's no place Tsukasa would rather be]
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is it bad that it makes the feeling in his chest, makes it squeeze his heart almost painfully? please welcome me home, my lord he'd asked that day and Leo hadn't let him down ever since. each and every passing day, the worries had disappeared. Even though Leo had a history of running, even though he would call himself a coward, he'd never been anything but reliable to Tsukasa.
he'd be so very, very good to Tsukasa.
which is probably why in this moment where he feels vulnerable - way too open, too raw, too exposed, too young - it's Leo that he's looking for. and even though Tsukasa had his moments of being a terrible upstart, of minor acts of questioning and defiance, he'd not the type to disobey a direct command from his leader. so he'll take the spot where the papers once were. He'll take his spot next to Leo.
Leo, who is right there, who is patient and kind and infuriating and sometimes makes Tsukasa want to yell and kiss him senseless all in the same annoying breath and -
this weak, confused Tsukasa who can only rest his forehead against Leo's shoulder once he's sitting next to him, hiding his face in an act that's far more childish than he wants to admit but- ]
I know.
[ - but right now he doesn't know left from right, doesn't know what he's supposed to do or what's expected of him.
What he does know is that Leo is Right Here and there's no place Tsukasa would rather be]