[itsuki really was the one who messed up buzen's throat and then decided it can be wrecked a little worse
that said it is effective? it does pull another groan out of him, a little surprised at itsuki's own movement - but unfortunately it just makes him competitive.... if itsuki is ready to move, then buzen is all the more content to pick up the pace then. he gradually increases the pace of his hips, thrusting a bit harder.
itsuki's sigh was sweet - he liked to hear it - but the shouts and loud yells earlier are simply sounds that buzen would like to hear again.]
[itsuki five seconds ago: not as stimulating :o itsuki: wait now hold on a second,
he doesn't actually want buzen to wait though... he's just trying to pull in as much air as he can, keep his breathing even -- and then buzen picks up the pace and itsuki finds it next to impossible to keep himself steady. or to keep himself quiet? his moan is almost -- embarrassingly loud, but it's so easy to forget embarrassment when buzen is in front of him...
wait no, he's behind him.
it still counts though, because he can see buzen in the mirror and wow, the view is really sexy -- he groans at the next thrust, pushing back with equal fervor, distracted by motion of buzen's movements, his hand on his hip -- his gaze darts back to buzen because he wants to see him, his face.
the only problem is that he has to inevitably look at himself too? which is fine, itsuki likes looking at himself in the mirror because he knows he's sexy, but -- he takes in his hazy gaze, parted lips -- the sweat beading on his forehead, his flushed face... and his face gets even redder. he's on the cups of something that's more than just his climax here, he's realizing something about himself? he's so close? to discovering a Truth?
[itsuki went through a deeply emotional journey during this bang session while buzen is just still in the physical component. help,
because this is different? they have definitely been intimate in a variety of different ways, and the different places are only growing in number, but it always feel good. this is no exception, even though the shift in their weight and balance is different. he's still learning all the different ways that he can make itsuki feel good, different angles and rhythms that he can learn from - and even now he is trying to be a quick study in how to best help his boyfriend come apart.
though he at least catches the way that his face turns redder - and becomes a little curious? he leans forward, shifting his weight without compromising their pace, and nips at itsuki's earlobe to catch his attention before pressing a messy kiss to where his neck meets his jaw]
Mm - okay, Suki?
[is he doing alright...... is he going through character development.... who's to say,]
[LMDJUSKS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT THROUGH BANGING AHHH
Itsuki flushes hotter at the nip? Kiss? The timing of his latest revelation??? All the above??? He feels like saying 'I think I'm a bottom' while Buzen's thrusting inside him would be the top five stupidest things to say during sex, and also what if buzen asks him what he means by bottom? Could itsuki survive being emotionally demolished, as well as physically....
He settles for turning his head to kiss buzen, nibbling at his lip,]
Mm -- it's just... the mirror...
[is magic and showed me my true persona self]
It feels kind of -- embarrassing...
[noooOOOOO THAT'S SUCH A BOTTOM THING TO SAAAAAAY]
meanwhile buzen will just lean in for that kiss easily, and after itsuki's done speaking he claims another as though intending to steal the words right out of his mouth. he licks into his mouth, even if the kiss is a bit messy with their pace and comes with a sense of breathlessness.
but there is a grin curling in buzen's voice when he speaks again after, peppering kisses against itsuki's face]
Wasn't this your idea? [he's teasing,] Mm... we can change if you want to.
[he has no problem opting with itsuki's preferences but also - he lets one of his hands start to roam across itsuki's front, just enjoying the chance to let his fingertips dance across bare skin]
But you - don't need to be embarrassed.... You look good like this. You always do.
[wanting, needy, a little desperate for buzen... no wonder he gets just as into intimacy as itsuki does?]
[itsuki shudders into the kiss, shivering with want, and for a moment he forgets to be embarrassed, eager to lay claim to buzen's mouth instead --
and then he hears the teasing tone of buzen's voice, registers the reply, and he blushes again -- this time to a shade he hadn't thought possible. this is so...!!]
That's -- [his protest is cut off mid-whimper into another moan, mesmerized by the feel of buzen's touch. the pace was so good before but now it's punishing, too slow and delayed.
he reaches for his words the same time he grabs buzen's hand, interlacing their fingers. he wants to tell him that he's been perfectly shameless before, always ready to perform. he's never revealed anything about himself during sex, he only slipped on a guise that he thought his partner wanted. but with buzen he's laid bare. buzen makes him care, makes him love, makes him desire, and that's why it's so -- embarrassing, to reveal something so true about himself (being a bottom). buzen makes it so easy for him to let his guard down, to give in, so. maybe it's high time to embrace it...]
Buzen -- [his voice is full of want, need, and more than a little desperation,] I -- need you... I want you, please --
[he tugs buzen's hand back down to his hips, as if to reinforce what he wants. itsuki just figured out that he's a bottom by nature and he's accepted it about himself but he'd also like it if he could just stop -- thinking??? about it????]
buzen hears itsuki, listens to the desperation in his voice, and dusts the side of his neck with kisses. soft, reassuring, the same as his voice when he murmurs against itsuki's skin]
Mm, okay. Okay.
[it's funny how quick itsuki is to beg for what he wants, given that buzen would bend over backwards to do whatever makes him happy. as fun as it is to tease itsuki, see the different shades of red that his face can turn, there is still something in the core of buzen's existence that wants to cater to his lover's every whim and need. including having sex in front of a mirror only for him to get embarrassed about it later, apparently.
the guidance of his hand is helpful, and he squeezes itsuki's hand reassuringly before he lets go, slipping both of his hands to itsuki's hips instead. so it turns out that he will get matching marks after all. but buzen will let his thumbs brush over the skin there, steady and reverent]
You can have me. [he presses one more kiss to itsuki's shoulder] Love you, Suki.
[ - that'd probably make him happy to hear, right? buzen hopes so. hopefully it'll make him happy when buzen resumes their earlier pace then - and then some, thrusting faster and harder, trying to give itsuki exactly what he wants]
itsuki's so lucky that buzen's not the type who'd tease him (rightfully) over his bottom revelation and make him look at himself in the mirror for like ten more tags (he's pretty sure buzen will bring it up in the future but that's less embarrassing than living in the MOMENT), just like he's so lucky that buzen gives him exactly what he wants.
that he tells itsuki that he loves him, and he means it too.
itsuki digs his nails against the table, thrusts back at the same time buzen pushes forward, hears him say 'love you', and rides both to his second climax. for someone so chatty during the bang he can't manage anything more than a strangled shout (is itsuki modulating his volume? HAS HE EVEN TRIED SINCE THEY STARTED BANGING???) and a frantic mantra consisting of only buzen's name over and over again
he doesn't stop moving, his movements get more frenzied and intense instead, clinging onto instinct and the desire to hear buzen cry out too, the good thing about always being the bottom means he knows how to push his lover to the brink too,]
[the fact that i truly have to assume that every other sword just already started to head home or else they probably would've run in the direction of a human shouting out of concern
so funny
help
anyway buzen has some level of attachment to his name - how couldn't he, when it is the only thing that truly cements his unique existence in history - but he thinks he has a special fondness for when itsuki says it. when itsuki repeats his name, just like this, riding his high to its most pleasurable point and trying to help buzen reach the same.
it doesn't take too long after - even if he hasn't been turned on most of the night like itsuki has, spending so much time backstage just attending to his lover and finding out how to help him come apart has taken its toll on him too. he chases after his peak until it's suddenly all too close and immediate - and leans over to bite down on itsuki's shoulder when he reaches his own climax. it's not enough to break skin, but it is a pretty rough bite - though he peppers that same shoulder with kisses almost immediately after.
breathless, amused - ]
Was that what you wanted...?
[to get railed in front of a mirror by his boyfriend who is still wearing a crop to this was such a horny bang itsuki really did this]
[THIS WAS SUCH A HORNY BANG!! WE THOUGHT RNG WOULD CUCK ITSUKI!!! AND YET!!!!
buzen asks him a question and itsuki pulls himself together, albeit dizzily, in order to answer it. his shoulder throbs, the love bites buzen left on him sting a little, and his hips feel so bruised,
and yet, he turns his head and kisses buzen, breathless and clearly very happy!! HE GOT THE HORNY BANG!!! HE'S JUBILANT]
...It was. Everything and more. [he kisses buzen on the lips, then trails a few gentle kisses down his neck, lingering on his throat]
You okay?
[itsuki was one making all the noise but he's still worried about buzen okay]
[itsuki really loves being treated so roughly it’s so funny. buzen will just look amused as how happy itsuki looks, humming a pleased noise from the kisses he gets. he shifts them around again, pulling out and then just. lifting itsuki into his arms so that they can find a place to like.
actually sit and itsuki can stay on buzen’s lap for a second,,,,]
Mm… I’m okay. Maybe some tea when we get home…
[his throat is still a little scratchy… theoretically he can blame this on overdoing it on the singing]
We should get to the springs together? And then if you want a massage…
[to make up for his rough treatment? yes he requested it but still it’s aftercare time]
[there's just something about being railed when buzen's normally so gentle with him that really gets a bottom going,
itsuki relaxes in buzen's arms, they really stood the entire time they banged, wow. he gently runs his fingers through buzen's hair, laughing a little at buzen's offer...]
I should be the one giving you a massage... You were running around the entire time, and you took such good care of me too.
[buzen spoiled him so much today after performing a whole myu!!!! itsuki can acknowledge this even though he was so horny before!!!]
I'll bring tea to the springs too, so you can have some there.
[a lot.... hilariously this is the least embarrassing thing buzen has said today,]
Um.
[UMMM, he shifts around a little, he's still gooey with afterglow but being naked in buzen's lap while talking about this really makes this situation funny for yet another reason,]
It's just... seeing that expression on my face... was kind of... [ . . . . . ] I like it more when you make those faces...
[wow he's so quiet now compared to how slutty he was before,]
but buzen blinks then, tilting his head.... he was more casually curious before but itsuki actually getting embarrassed about it.... he'll let his hand come to cup itsuki's face, guiding it back to him so that he can try to study his expression]
... I guess I haven't seen my face....
But I still don't think you have anything to be embarrassed about... [he presses featherlight kisses to itsuki's cheeks, his nose, by the corners of his eyes....] I like seeing you, and hearing you when you feel good. It makes me want to give you everything, every part of me you ask for.
I always like looking at you - and moments like that are a part of always. Even if it can be hard for me to understand human views sometimes...
I think you're beautiful, Suki. And... [what are the words that he uses?] Hot, and sexy.
[itsuki can't even pretend to resist the pull of buzen's hand, though his gaze darts about for a moment before finally meeting his eyes. he relaxes at the kisses, relishing in their sweetness... and the expression on his face turns fond and warm when buzen calls him 'beautiful', because buzen has said it before,
then it swerves right back to '??? ??? ????? ??' and he laughs, clearly caught off guard???]
...I'm. [buzen saying the words 'hot' and 'sexy'?? HELLO???] I didn't expect to hear that from you...
[he should really be used to buzen's honesty by now and YET!!! HE'S FLOORED!!! 'SEXY WHEN WE'RE HAVING SEX'????
the way itsuki recovers just a little because buzen is so stupid, but then is shook again when he continues, help. it's a rollercoaster of bottoming,]
...Yeah?
[he's still so red, but like. he can't stand it, it's so uneven here. he links his hands around buzen's neck in an effort to be sexy, good luck itsuki]
Like what? I'd like to know, so I can keep doing it...
[this is so funny it's just trying to ease itsuki into admitting that he's a bottom after he got his world rocked
also they literally just banged and yet itsuki is out here. buzen will match him, letting his arms loop around itsuki's waist to bring him closer?]
.... you've already been doing it, I think...
[if he's being honest? he will just give itsuki a few more kisses, and explain between them - ]
I like when you say you want me, and you need me. [literally like rewind five minutes ago] When you're breathless, and still try to speak past it.
When you cling onto me, or move with me... I like when you grip onto me, and want me closer. When you get a little sharper with me, and it makes me want you more...
So I don't want you to be embarrassed about what you want... because I want it, too.
they just banged and yet itsuki feels kind of breathless just from hearing all of this? if buzen wanted to bang again itsuki would have been like 'take me im yours',
instead he presses his mouth to buzen's, lingering on the warmth and softness,]
Ah... I don't think I'll ever really stop being embarrassed. Since you're the only one who makes me feel that way.
[so maybe it's not so bad. to be a blushy bottom]
...But you're the only one who I want to be shameless with too. I like it when you hold me down, and when you get rough. When your control slips just a little.
[he traces his hand right underneath the hem of buzen's crop top,]
I like it when you get sharp too, just enough that it feels like a fight. I want to see you lose control. ...I really love it when you do.
[then he can maybe lose control just a little bit more?]
I really don't want to hurt you... but sometimes you make it hard to keep it careful. As long as you tell me to stop if it ever becomes too much... but sometimes my body moves before I can think.
That's how badly I want to show you how much I want you, I guess.
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that said it is effective? it does pull another groan out of him, a little surprised at itsuki's own movement - but unfortunately it just makes him competitive.... if itsuki is ready to move, then buzen is all the more content to pick up the pace then. he gradually increases the pace of his hips, thrusting a bit harder.
itsuki's sigh was sweet - he liked to hear it - but the shouts and loud yells earlier are simply sounds that buzen would like to hear again.]
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itsuki: wait now hold on a second,
he doesn't actually want buzen to wait though... he's just trying to pull in as much air as he can, keep his breathing even -- and then buzen picks up the pace and itsuki finds it next to impossible to keep himself steady. or to keep himself quiet? his moan is almost -- embarrassingly loud, but it's so easy to forget embarrassment when buzen is in front of him...
wait no, he's behind him.
it still counts though, because he can see buzen in the mirror and wow, the view is really sexy -- he groans at the next thrust, pushing back with equal fervor, distracted by motion of buzen's movements, his hand on his hip -- his gaze darts back to buzen because he wants to see him, his face.
the only problem is that he has to inevitably look at himself too? which is fine, itsuki likes looking at himself in the mirror because he knows he's sexy, but -- he takes in his hazy gaze, parted lips -- the sweat beading on his forehead, his flushed face... and his face gets even redder. he's on the cups of something that's more than just his climax here, he's realizing something about himself? he's so close? to discovering a Truth?
holyshitisheactuallyabottom]
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because this is different? they have definitely been intimate in a variety of different ways, and the different places are only growing in number, but it always feel good. this is no exception, even though the shift in their weight and balance is different. he's still learning all the different ways that he can make itsuki feel good, different angles and rhythms that he can learn from - and even now he is trying to be a quick study in how to best help his boyfriend come apart.
though he at least catches the way that his face turns redder - and becomes a little curious? he leans forward, shifting his weight without compromising their pace, and nips at itsuki's earlobe to catch his attention before pressing a messy kiss to where his neck meets his jaw]
Mm - okay, Suki?
[is he doing alright...... is he going through character development.... who's to say,]
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Itsuki flushes hotter at the nip? Kiss? The timing of his latest revelation??? All the above??? He feels like saying 'I think I'm a bottom' while Buzen's thrusting inside him would be the top five stupidest things to say during sex, and also what if buzen asks him what he means by bottom? Could itsuki survive being emotionally demolished, as well as physically....
He settles for turning his head to kiss buzen, nibbling at his lip,]
Mm -- it's just... the mirror...
[is magic and showed me my true persona self]
It feels kind of -- embarrassing...
[noooOOOOO THAT'S SUCH A BOTTOM THING TO SAAAAAAY]
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meanwhile buzen will just lean in for that kiss easily, and after itsuki's done speaking he claims another as though intending to steal the words right out of his mouth. he licks into his mouth, even if the kiss is a bit messy with their pace and comes with a sense of breathlessness.
but there is a grin curling in buzen's voice when he speaks again after, peppering kisses against itsuki's face]
Wasn't this your idea? [he's teasing,] Mm... we can change if you want to.
[he has no problem opting with itsuki's preferences but also - he lets one of his hands start to roam across itsuki's front, just enjoying the chance to let his fingertips dance across bare skin]
But you - don't need to be embarrassed.... You look good like this. You always do.
[wanting, needy, a little desperate for buzen... no wonder he gets just as into intimacy as itsuki does?]
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and then he hears the teasing tone of buzen's voice, registers the reply, and he blushes again -- this time to a shade he hadn't thought possible. this is so...!!]
That's -- [his protest is cut off mid-whimper into another moan, mesmerized by the feel of buzen's touch. the pace was so good before but now it's punishing, too slow and delayed.
he reaches for his words the same time he grabs buzen's hand, interlacing their fingers. he wants to tell him that he's been perfectly shameless before, always ready to perform. he's never revealed anything about himself during sex, he only slipped on a guise that he thought his partner wanted. but with buzen he's laid bare. buzen makes him care, makes him love, makes him desire, and that's why it's so -- embarrassing, to reveal something so true about himself (being a bottom). buzen makes it so easy for him to let his guard down, to give in, so. maybe it's high time to embrace it...]
Buzen -- [his voice is full of want, need, and more than a little desperation,] I -- need you... I want you, please --
[he tugs buzen's hand back down to his hips, as if to reinforce what he wants. itsuki just figured out that he's a bottom by nature and he's accepted it about himself but he'd also like it if he could just stop -- thinking??? about it????]
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buzen hears itsuki, listens to the desperation in his voice, and dusts the side of his neck with kisses. soft, reassuring, the same as his voice when he murmurs against itsuki's skin]
Mm, okay. Okay.
[it's funny how quick itsuki is to beg for what he wants, given that buzen would bend over backwards to do whatever makes him happy. as fun as it is to tease itsuki, see the different shades of red that his face can turn, there is still something in the core of buzen's existence that wants to cater to his lover's every whim and need. including having sex in front of a mirror only for him to get embarrassed about it later, apparently.
the guidance of his hand is helpful, and he squeezes itsuki's hand reassuringly before he lets go, slipping both of his hands to itsuki's hips instead. so it turns out that he will get matching marks after all. but buzen will let his thumbs brush over the skin there, steady and reverent]
You can have me. [he presses one more kiss to itsuki's shoulder] Love you, Suki.
[ - that'd probably make him happy to hear, right? buzen hopes so. hopefully it'll make him happy when buzen resumes their earlier pace then - and then some, thrusting faster and harder, trying to give itsuki exactly what he wants]
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itsuki's so lucky that buzen's not the type who'd tease him (rightfully) over his bottom revelation and make him look at himself in the mirror for like ten more tags (he's pretty sure buzen will bring it up in the future but that's less embarrassing than living in the MOMENT), just like he's so lucky that buzen gives him exactly what he wants.
that he tells itsuki that he loves him, and he means it too.
itsuki digs his nails against the table, thrusts back at the same time buzen pushes forward, hears him say 'love you', and rides both to his second climax. for someone so chatty during the bang he can't manage anything more than a strangled shout (is itsuki modulating his volume? HAS HE EVEN TRIED SINCE THEY STARTED BANGING???) and a frantic mantra consisting of only buzen's name over and over again
he doesn't stop moving, his movements get more frenzied and intense instead, clinging onto instinct and the desire to hear buzen cry out too, the good thing about always being the bottom means he knows how to push his lover to the brink too,]
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so funny
help
anyway buzen has some level of attachment to his name - how couldn't he, when it is the only thing that truly cements his unique existence in history - but he thinks he has a special fondness for when itsuki says it. when itsuki repeats his name, just like this, riding his high to its most pleasurable point and trying to help buzen reach the same.
it doesn't take too long after - even if he hasn't been turned on most of the night like itsuki has, spending so much time backstage just attending to his lover and finding out how to help him come apart has taken its toll on him too. he chases after his peak until it's suddenly all too close and immediate - and leans over to bite down on itsuki's shoulder when he reaches his own climax. it's not enough to break skin, but it is a pretty rough bite - though he peppers that same shoulder with kisses almost immediately after.
breathless, amused - ]
Was that what you wanted...?
[to get railed in front of a mirror by his boyfriend who is still wearing a crop to this was such a horny bang itsuki really did this]
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buzen asks him a question and itsuki pulls himself together, albeit dizzily, in order to answer it. his shoulder throbs, the love bites buzen left on him sting a little, and his hips feel so bruised,
and yet, he turns his head and kisses buzen, breathless and clearly very happy!! HE GOT THE HORNY BANG!!! HE'S JUBILANT]
...It was. Everything and more. [he kisses buzen on the lips, then trails a few gentle kisses down his neck, lingering on his throat]
You okay?
[itsuki was one making all the noise but he's still worried about buzen okay]
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actually sit and itsuki can stay on buzen’s lap for a second,,,,]
Mm… I’m okay. Maybe some tea when we get home…
[his throat is still a little scratchy… theoretically he can blame this on overdoing it on the singing]
We should get to the springs together? And then if you want a massage…
[to make up for his rough treatment? yes he requested it but still it’s aftercare time]
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itsuki relaxes in buzen's arms, they really stood the entire time they banged, wow. he gently runs his fingers through buzen's hair, laughing a little at buzen's offer...]
I should be the one giving you a massage... You were running around the entire time, and you took such good care of me too.
[buzen spoiled him so much today after performing a whole myu!!!! itsuki can acknowledge this even though he was so horny before!!!]
I'll bring tea to the springs too, so you can have some there.
[it's doting hours now]
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and he laughs a little bit.... he leans in to press their mouths together for another kiss, soft and lingering]
Well, you were helping us out before... I thought that you deserved to be treated, too.
Are you not as embarrassed now?
[they have to talk about what happened. they have to. it's too funny to pass up,]
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There's -- nothing to be embarrassed about now, so.
[this is a new moment, the past is in the past?
if he's red in the face then that's because of the post-bang exertion,]
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he tilts his head]
What were you embarrassed about anyway? We've had sex before.... A lot....
[DON'T JUST SAY A LOT]
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Um.
[UMMM, he shifts around a little, he's still gooey with afterglow but being naked in buzen's lap while talking about this really makes this situation funny for yet another reason,]
It's just... seeing that expression on my face... was kind of... [ . . . . . ] I like it more when you make those faces...
[wow he's so quiet now compared to how slutty he was before,]
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but buzen blinks then, tilting his head.... he was more casually curious before but itsuki actually getting embarrassed about it.... he'll let his hand come to cup itsuki's face, guiding it back to him so that he can try to study his expression]
... I guess I haven't seen my face....
But I still don't think you have anything to be embarrassed about... [he presses featherlight kisses to itsuki's cheeks, his nose, by the corners of his eyes....] I like seeing you, and hearing you when you feel good. It makes me want to give you everything, every part of me you ask for.
I always like looking at you - and moments like that are a part of always. Even if it can be hard for me to understand human views sometimes...
I think you're beautiful, Suki. And... [what are the words that he uses?] Hot, and sexy.
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then it swerves right back to '??? ??? ????? ??' and he laughs, clearly caught off guard???]
...I'm. [buzen saying the words 'hot' and 'sexy'?? HELLO???] I didn't expect to hear that from you...
[this just
makes him
RED!!!! AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!]
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Did I use it right...? I figure it makes sense to call you sexy when we're having sex....
[i hate this he's so fucking stupid]
But it's true... There's a lot that you say, and do, that make me want you.
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the way itsuki recovers just a little because buzen is so stupid, but then is shook again when he continues, help. it's a rollercoaster of bottoming,]
...Yeah?
[he's still so red, but like. he can't stand it, it's so uneven here. he links his hands around buzen's neck in an effort to be sexy, good luck itsuki]
Like what? I'd like to know, so I can keep doing it...
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also they literally just banged and yet itsuki is out here. buzen will match him, letting his arms loop around itsuki's waist to bring him closer?]
.... you've already been doing it, I think...
[if he's being honest? he will just give itsuki a few more kisses, and explain between them - ]
I like when you say you want me, and you need me. [literally like rewind five minutes ago] When you're breathless, and still try to speak past it.
When you cling onto me, or move with me... I like when you grip onto me, and want me closer. When you get a little sharper with me, and it makes me want you more...
So I don't want you to be embarrassed about what you want... because I want it, too.
[itsuki likes getting railed and surprise surprise buzen likes railing him]
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they just banged and yet itsuki feels kind of breathless just from hearing all of this? if buzen wanted to bang again itsuki would have been like 'take me im yours',
instead he presses his mouth to buzen's, lingering on the warmth and softness,]
Ah... I don't think I'll ever really stop being embarrassed. Since you're the only one who makes me feel that way.
[so maybe it's not so bad. to be a blushy bottom]
...But you're the only one who I want to be shameless with too. I like it when you hold me down, and when you get rough. When your control slips just a little.
[he traces his hand right underneath the hem of buzen's crop top,]
I like it when you get sharp too, just enough that it feels like a fight. I want to see you lose control. ...I really love it when you do.
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[then he can maybe lose control just a little bit more?]
I really don't want to hurt you... but sometimes you make it hard to keep it careful. As long as you tell me to stop if it ever becomes too much... but sometimes my body moves before I can think.
That's how badly I want to show you how much I want you, I guess.
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blinks owlishly as he feels itsuki's hand trace on his body - ]
Do you want to go again?
[IS THAT WHAT THIS IS LEADING TO? WHEN ARE THEY GOING HOME?]
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