sugarcube | psl || like a ripple that chases the slightest caress of the breeze

[thanks for continuing to validate his yan and neediness,

it's true what they say about being with the one you love... you only ever feel happier...]

...I'm glad that we met, and that we're in love with each other.

[now that he's here with buzen, he can't imagine any other kind of future or replace buzen with anyone else. it's just -- impossible, and he doesn't even want to conceive it.

he'll cherish what he has right here and now. he'll curl into this hug for a moment before stepping back. the lanterns might be out. but they should probably start heading back...

well, he doesn't care what they do next, as long as he can walk hand in hand with Buzen]

[there's an au where itsuki ended up in a giant ship mess and i hold onto it dearly

but regardless buzen seems just as pleased with this answer. he'll walk hand in hand with itsuki, interlacing their fingers together as they walk back. they're probably not too far from the rooms by now?]

I'm happy too - that I've gotten to figure out love with you.

[to learn all these different parts of it. what a human emotion - but it makes this new heart of buzen's so soft.

though they'll head back for the sleeping quarters aaaaand walk right past the gou's room!! buzen will poke his head in and wave] Good night!! See you all in the morning.

[to which they'll be greeted with a chorus of good nights!! itsuki also get some good night greetings. and a wan.]

[STOP what about my buzen polycules the entire game au

Itsuki will say good night back, smiling at the wan -- before he turns to Buzen, blinking.]

We're not gonna spend the night with them?

[asking this question after saying how much he's in love with buzen should be a little ??? but he means it OUT of love??? he'd totally understand if Buzen wanted a soft sword sleepover....]

[ ?

buzen looks just as confused as he just walks with itsuki back to his room]

Do you want to? We still can. Well, we'd need to stop by the room anyway so you could change...

[but they can step inside the room then, and buzen will gently close the door behind them. pause. and hover his hand over the lock]

... but if it's your first night here, I want to make sure you get everything you want?

[and buzen hopes that itsuki will fit in with the gous well of course.

but also like he knows his boyfriend is needy and likes having buzen's attention too?]

[the way itsuki knows that buzen doesn't mean to be horny or flirtatious or seductive but like

it works? it always works??? it really always does work....... wow..... itsuki thinks about wanting, his words from earlier ring through his mind. he wouldn't have minded staying with the gous, but...

Itsuki will reach over and lock the door instead,]

...Okay. Then... I'd like to spend tonight with you, just the two of us.

[they'll have more nights, but this one... he would like it to belong to just them. he loops his arms around Buzen's waist for another embrace, curling into him,]

[it really does... always work.... even though buzen might not have intended it this way is killing me.

he laughs a little bit as itsuki beats him to locking the door, and he'll welcome itsuki into his space easily. his arms loop around his shoulders and encourage itsuki closer even as buzen leans up to press his mouth against itsuki's jaw]

I really will try to give you everything you want - and if you want me, then you can always have me.

[and he'll seal that as though it's a promise, letting his mouth find itsuki's and giving him a very assured and certain kiss]

[buzen just naturally exudes horny energy that's not horny but like activates horny.................... the boyfriend energy is so strong.....

it's been a few hours, but itsuki still remembers pressing Buzen against the wall... but he's not in the mood for quick and hungry. he'd like to take his time instead, starting with returning this very cute assured and certain kiss,]

I do want you. [he hums softly against Buzen's lips,] And I want to have you.

[what a surprise!!! he should probably lay out the futon... he cuddles closer instead,]

What do you think -- should I take care of you tonight?

[(itsuki voice) can i top? y/n?]

[what a surprise!!!

just kidding even buzen saw this coming - at least the affirmation that itsuki is down to fuck, because itsuki is always down to fuck. he accepts the cuddling closer automatically, pressing a kiss to itsuki's cheek]

If that's what you want.

[ITSUKI TRULY ASKS TO TOP WHEN BUZEN DOESN'T MIND EITHER WAY he also just defaults to topping because he likes to be sweet to itsuki]

I'll get my turn with you eventually.

[THE CASUAL CONFIDENCE OF THIS STATEMENT]

[THE CASUAL CONFIDENCE OF THIS STATEMENT??? this is why itsuki always defaults to bottom.... what can he say that can even compare to buzen's natural service top energy,

he even laughs because he knows this to be true,]

Are you sure? [teasing, as he turns his face away from Buzen's, kiss dodging...] What if I tire you out first?

[he knows this to be not true]

[kiss dodging?? that confuses buzen at first because he has no idea what to do when itsuki doesn't want kisses

but also he just laughs]

I'd like to see you try?

[THE WAY THAT THIS COULD BE SO RUDE,,]

[buzen teases itsuki -> itsuki gets horny
itsuki teases buzen -> buzen cannot comprehend what's going on

this is really their dynamic and it's itsuki's fault. unfortunately he thinks buzen's confused expression is very cute... he leans in as if to kiss him and catches his bottom lip instead, nipping at it hard]

Mm, okay. I'll do my best then.

[then he steps back, moving towards where the futon is so he can put this out...]

[oh.

buzen's eyes narrow slightly at the bite, and he definitely tries to catch itsuki's wrist before he pulls away and falls just short of it.

itsuki wants to top so bad but he keep tempting fate why is this

buzen huffs faintly before going to follow after... he'll help get the futon out....]

Sometimes I worry you don't know your own limits, Suki.

[itsuki's expression curls into a smile as he laughs]

It's fine. If I don't, then you'll help me figure them out.

[now that the futon's all nicely laid out... he'll move back to Buzen -- because as much as he likes teasing, he likes being close to him more -- and then turn around, pointing to his hair secured by the familiar red pin,]

Help me with my hair?

[he knows buzen likes his hair when it's loose...]

[ITSUKI THAT'S NOT HOW LIMITS WORK I'M SHAKING he's truly so slutty and buzen has no idea

even though right now he's just soft.... buzen just laughs a little bit at that, before letting his arms circle around itsuki's waist securely - ] Mm. Lean back against me.

[just so that buzen can let them both settle on the futon now that it's out!! he'll encourage itsuki to rest his weight against him, even as he'll carefully remove the pin from itsuki's hair... he'll put it off to the side, and then run his fingers through itsuki's hair....

he really does like playing with his hair once it's loose

he also likes getting even with itsuki! so he'll guide itsuki's hair to one side of his neck, falling over his shoulder. it leaves the back of his neck exposed for buzen to press a kiss there - before trying to leave a love bite with a gentle nip and sucking at the skin.]

[BUZEN HAS NO IDEA EVEN THOUGH ITSUKI WANTS TO BANG LIKE EVERY DAY....

He likes being cared for just as much though, closing his eyes so he can feel Buzen's fingers in his hair a little more intensely... that and the gentle nip Buzen leaves on the skin of his neck,

he shivers at the sensation, and he's so tempted to get lost in it, but... he loosens his yukata instead, letting it fall around him as he turns to kiss Buzen's neck this time,]

Speaking of limits... I wonder what yours are.

[does his jock sword boyfriend have any.......]

[BUZEN HAS NO IDEA!!!!!! this is why itsuki ends up so spoiled

sort of like even now when he kisses buzen’s neck, he only tilts his head to make it easier on him. it’s automatic how buzen’s own hands will slip through itsuki’s open yukata now, fingers curious enough to trace bare skin. one hand settles on the small of itsuki’s back, encouraging him closer still. itsuki wants to top and that’s fine but it’s up to him to not end up in buzen’s lap.

and despite earlier dunking about figuring out limits - ]

I’m not sure… I’ve only ever done this with you. Wouldn’t we have to find them together?

[at this point sliding onto Buzen's lap feels like second-(bottom) nature, and it's a sign of how much Itsuki likes being doted on by Buzen that he ends up there anyway,

he silently tells himself that he won't stay here for long. he promises. he's really sure.

anyway, his hands go to the front of Buzen's shirt, so he can undo the buttons as he continues to kiss and nip interchangeably down Buzen's neck, smiling against his skin]

Let's find them together then -- our limits. [buzen already found itsuki's when he railed him a pillow fort? it's fine] Tonight, and all the nights after.

[it doesn't only have to be night itsuki is an all day slut]

[buzen literally already found itsuki's limits but it's fine he'll pretend that he didn't for the sake of - finally - understanding the broader message of what itsuki means to say...

though he does have to comment - ]

Only nights?

[itsuki has literally latched onto buzen during all hours of the day, including first thing in the morning when they banged the first time? he can't help but tease, even as he lets itsuki undress him and makes a softly pleased noise with every nip against his neck. he leans into the sharpness automatically, like he's still asking for more -

even just as his own fingers lightly press against the bruises left at itsuki's hips, like a reminder of what buzen can and wants to do to itsuki in return]

[buzen presses down and itsuki inhales sharply, less from pain and more from the memory of Buzen's hands keeping him in place. his hands grip Buzen's shoulders as he realizes that he's in the exact same position as that night???

then he loosens Buzen's belt. no, he has a mission!!!!! he won't get distracted!!! he's trying so hard god bless]

-- I'm trying to be good?

[he's laughing as he says this, like the immensity of this lie is enough to be very funny, and finally stands on his knees so Buzen actually has room to shimmy out of his pants,]

[HELP HE WANTS TO TOP SO BAD EVEN THOUGH HE'S BY DEFAULT A BOTTOM this is so funny. even buzen can't help but be a little bit amused by it, expression turning a little wry at itsuki's words...]

You are...?

[hilarious. he'll shimmy out of his pants, sure, shrugging out of his shirt and then putting them both off to the side. he's not going to fold them. he doesn't care that much.

and honestly before itsuki gets a chance, buzen will loop an arm around his waist and quickly shuffle forward so itsuki's back hits the futon first. buzen's mouth finds itsuki's neck and - even still, he doesn't bite. but he presses a kiss there and murmurs against the skin - ]

Then be good.

[buzen's pretty sure this is actually the time to be bad??? he's guessing, but he's pretty confident]

[HE'S TRYING TO GET HIS LAWFUL SWITCH ALIGNMENT BACK (like he had it in the first place)

buzen telling him to 'be good' has the same effect as him telling him to 'focus'. it just makes him want to do the opposite, which means buzen's right, he predicted this slut's actions.

but first, he kisses the top of Buzen's head -- sweet and soft. he loves him so much... he can be or do anything for him -- but the knowledge that Buzen will always accept him just as himself... it warms him. his body feels hot from where Buzen's holding him, and he tries to return the favor -- sliding his hands up his chest, reverent and slow]

I know I said I'd try... [he presses harder with his nails, not quite scratching, but not as soft as before] but you make it hard to be.

[to be good, especially in this slutty context]

[foolish and slutty.... but unfortunately buzen's gaze just softens with each of itsuki's actions. there's the slight darkening of his eyes, intense and focused, but he's at least not worked up to the point of getting rough again just yet.

instead he just hovers over itsuki, enjoying the touch - on this body, warm and so much softer than steel - as he leans ever so slightly into the touch as if he wants more of it still. he probably does. this is the way in which only itsuki will ever touch him, after all.]

You can try if you want to... but it doesn't really matter to me, you know? [he'll lift his head enough so that he can slot his mouth against itsuki's, murmuring against his mouth] As long as it's you, I'll accept anything.

[good or bad, soft or harsh. he truly does love itsuki exactly as he is.

and he also likes to give itsuki what he wants too? so buzen will help with their undressing journey now, hooking a thumb on itsuki's underwear before tugging, trying to encourage it off his body.]

[he likes how buzen reacts just from a touch -- his touch -- and the confidence that comes with knowing how exactly to draw more from him, as well as the satisfaction in knowing that Itsuki is the only person who knows. Buzen gives his time to so many, and they all have ties to him that Itsuki doesn't share.

but this? what's between them now? it's all his, and buzen chose him to give it to. he lifts his hips instinctively, but he's like trying not to be a bottom so he'll help pull his underwear off before starting on Buzen's,

admittedly it's distracted, one hand is tugging but the other is still mapping a path along Buzen's abs, sometimes.... your boyfriend is like really jacked and you just want to appreciate that,]

Mm, then... I want to tease you... and I want to make love to you. [imagine buzen was like :o what does that mean

but anyway itsuki is horny, not stupid? so as much as he'd like to provoke buzen, he knows he'd end up aggro-ing him, so. he can save that for the second round. for now, he props himself up on his hands so he can use his mouth too, lightly nipping and licking every inch of skin he can reach,]

[remember when itsuki thought he was het

well! buzen goes with the pull, kicking off his own underwear after removing itsuki's. the nips and licks get his attention, even though he shifts just so that he can catch itsuki's lips with his own. he bites at his bottom lip, seeking entrance before licking into his mouth.

it takes him a second to pull away but even when he does, he doesn't go far]

You still want to tease me...? I'll just want to get even, you know...

[in theory buzen remembers that itsuki wants to top

in practice one hand will just rest on itsuki's thigh, thumb brushing against unmarked skin like it's his next target]

[look sometimes u see a crop top and your entire het world spins on its axis,

that and there's something intoxicating about kindness and beauty going hand in hand, if buzen had just been a tease or a jerk (like 90% of the other ESPers), then Itsuki would probably have never desired him. but he had been unfailingly sweet instead, and kind. even now, he's being kind. warning him that he's this close to bottoming! kind!

a little breathless even as he laughs, because that hand on his thigh is dangerous]

That's the plan? [ITSUKI JUST ADMITTING HE WANTS TO BE TOPPED, GOD, still]

But go easy on me -- just for tonight.

[it's a good thing buzen isn't too far, because Itsuki wraps his arms around his neck in order to draw him down to the futon next to him, coaxing him with a long, drawn out kiss. sometimes u want to cuddle your boyfriend in an attempt not to trip the 'top' button]

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